loving you this way
Lyrics
🎤 Verse 1
I give you everything you ask for
Play the part that you want me to be
Smile when you're right, stay quiet when you're wrong
But every word I say — it cuts right through me
I hold your hand like nothing's wrong
Say "I'm okay" when I'm barely breathing
We look so perfect from the outside view
But I don't even know who I'm holding to
⚡ Pre-Chorus
I'm doing my best, but it feels like a joke
Every sacrifice — just another blow
You're the one I kiss, you're the one I fight
How did we end up on both sides of the line?
🔥 Chorus
I give you everything — but it's not love, it's a curse
I stay by your side — but it feels like I'm losing
You're my lover, you're my enemy
One hand reaching out, one drawing blood from me
We're together but we're never close
Loving you is what I hate the most
🎤 Verse 2
You say you love me but you never see
The person I was before you consumed me
I change myself just to keep you around
But every step forward feels like I'm going down
We laugh together in the quiet night
But there's a wall between us, invisible and high
I know your secrets, you know all my scars
Yet we treat each other like we're both at war
⚡ Pre-Chorus
I'm doing my best, but it feels like a joke
Every sacrifice — just another blow
You're the one I kiss, you're the one I fight
How did we end up on both sides of the line?
🔥 Chorus
I give you everything — but it's not love, it's a curse
I stay by your side — but it feels like I'm losing
You're my lover, you're my enemy
One hand reaching out, one drawing blood from me
We're together but we're never close
Loving you is what I hate the most
💥 Bridge
(จังหวะช้าลง — เสียงร้องเริ่มแตกพร่า)
Why am I still here? Why do I still care?
You're the only hand that hurts me — yet you're the one I bear
I don't know how to leave, I don't know how to stay
We're both winning battles that take us away
🔥 Final Chorus
I give you everything — but it's not love, it's a curse
I stay by your side — but it feels like I'm losing
You're my lover, you're my enemy
One hand reaching out, one drawing blood from me
We're together but we're never close
Loving you is what I hate the most
🖤 Outro
(เสียงจางลง — เหมือนหมดแรง)
You're my love…
You're my war…
And I don't know how to stop…
Loving you this way.