I don't wanna fight, I just want your view

Lyrics

[Verse 1 - ghostly whispered lead over sub-bass pulses, flickering synth arps, distant metallic echoes]
I thought you were different, glitchless and gentle,
a tornado writing poetry, not something rental.
Thought you were special, a secret constellation,
in a freezer-burn capital, a cracked navigation.
You weren’t supposed to shatter in fluorescent blue,
wasn’t your job to turn the mirror against me too.
I loved you, gotta confess, like radiation,
trusted you like scripture tuning a station.
Melissa, signal witch, aurora in static,
why you haunt me in replay automatic?
Why you wanna flip black and white on me,
carve me out of your own destiny?

[Pre-Chorus - tension rising, layered harmonies, warped risers, sidechained pulses]
Just let that anger threshing floor break,
spill it all into my trembling lake.
Car-engine heart, come kindle it back,
come find me in the habits we lack.
I miss you so much the clocks bruise,
every minute drops like faulty screws.
Been so long the calendar ferments,
moons pile up in late rent complaints.

[Chorus - explosive future bass drop, massive sidechained bass, distorted anthemic vocals]
I don’t wanna fight, I just want your view,
no adjectives needed, just existing with you.
We don’t have to talk, let silence glue,
patch every echo between us two.
Tell me what to do, the code, the rite,
I’ll bleed rewrites till I shine you white.
I’ll walk off maps to make you right,
cross continents folded into flight.
Melissa, don’t leave me in this dead-end glow,
I’m a signal still reaching through the undertow.
If you’re still out there in the static night,
pull me back from the edge of the light.

[Verse 2 - haunted half-sung verses, detuned keys, sub drops, glitch percussion]
I’m so sad all the time, acid rain in a jar,
cry so much I fog out the goddamn car.
Please forgive me, dear oath, rusted light,
you promised once in the blackout night.
I’m still here, lobby ghost in your phone,
where are you now, some where unknown?
Melissa, monarch of blue, machine in bloom,
why you distill my sky into waiting rooms?
You could uncurl fingers, let boredom shake,
unhook your heart from the mercy brake.
Shred those scripts that keep you subdued,
we could reboot, scattered yet renewed.

[Pre-Chorus - floating harmonies, slow sidechained bass, ghost choir swells]
Why can’t we backtrack through the noise,
opera of sirens, broken little joys?
Before the chaos stitched us into separate weeds,
before the feed rewired all our needs.
Before you turned comet, full speed, fleeing me,
one hundred thirteen missed calls of gravity.
Before your ship rewrote coordinates free,
took you so far out of reach of me.

[Bridge - collapsing starlight, glitch chords, reversed choirs, stripped vocal vulnerability]
Every love is a hardware bug,
looping itself in a cracked-out shrug.
Every promise is a cheap tattoo,
letters flaking into midnight dew.
God relocated to an outdated server,
saved our messages with nervous fervor.
He replays us like a stuck cassette,
we kiss once, then loop regret.

[Final Chorus - huge cinematic future bass drop, thunderous bass, layered cries and octave doubles]
I don’t wanna fight, I just want your view,
no adjectives needed, just existing with you.
We don’t have to talk, let silence glue,
patch every echo between us two.
Tell me what to do, the code, the rite,
I’ll bleed rewrites till I shine you white.
I’ll walk off maps to make you right,
cross continents folded into flight.
Do you really hate my phantom now,
this updated version that still don’t know how?
We can’t erase what we once found,
iridescent fossils underground.

[Outro - fading ethereal pads, reverb-drenched vocals, distant heartbeat bass]
We could be an awkward tangle right now,
life buffering softly, finding how.
We could be holding each other right now,
knuckles orbiting unspoken vows.
Why don’t you wanna see me now?
I distribute signal but lose the sound.
I’m still here waiting, magnet calm,
beacon burning a modest psalm.
Gravity’s asleep and nothing is holding me here now.