Worth More. ( Shayne)

Lyrics

Shayne

(Chorus 1)

I made it through the bruises and the heartbreak scars (scars)
through them dark nights cryin’ underneath the stars (late nights)
They tried to break my soul, tried to tear me apart (tear me apart)
but I’m finally understandin’ how much I’m worth in my heart
Yeah the pain still live inside my veins (inside me)
but I ain’t carryin’ shame the same (nah)
Cause every day I’m slowly learnin’ more (more)
I survived abuse ‘cause I was built for war

(Verse 1)

250 on the dash, heart racin’ too (too fast)
flashbacks hit whenever somebody raise they voice in the room
I remember duckin’ down tryna hide my tears (hide ‘em)
growin’ up feelin’ unsafe for years
Broken plates, broken trust, broken walls (damn)
heard “you ain’t shit” every time they called
So I grew up thinkin’ pain was normal love (normal)
thought bein’ hurt meant you cared enough
That trauma sat deep inside my chest (too deep)
turned anxiety into constant stress
Every relationship I sabotaged quick (why?)
cause abandonment issues made me sick
But lately I been lookin’ in the mirror longer (longer)
finally seein’ I was stronger
Than every hand that ever tried to break me down (facts)
I’m still alive while they nowhere around

(Chorus 2)

I used to hate myself when I looked inside (inside)
now I’m finally holdin’ my head high
Cause I ain’t what they said when they screamed at me (nah)
I’m more than all the pain they tried to leave on me
And every scar got a story to tell (story)
how I survived nights that felt like hell
Now I’m slowly turnin’ pain into gold (into gold)
finally understandin’ I’m worth more

(Verse 2)

I carried guilt that was never mine (never mine)
blamed myself for all the chaos all the time
If somebody hurt me, I thought I deserved it (deserved it?)
that’s what abuse do, it distort your purpose
I stayed too long where love felt cold (too long)
accepted disrespect just to not feel alone
But every sleepless night taught me truth eventually (eventually)
real love ain’t supposed to destroy mentally
Now I’m cuttin’ ties with the old me slowly (slowly)
healin’ wounds nobody really showed me
I still got dark thoughts creepin’ in at night (creepin’)
but now I fight back instead of losin’ my life
Cause if I survived all them storms before (before)
I can survive anything for sure
And every step I take away from pain (away)
feel like sunlight finally hittin’ rain

(Chorus 3)

I ain’t broken, I’m just healing slow (healin’)
finally lettin’ all that trauma go
Still got scars but they don’t own me now (nah)
I finally see what I’m about
And every tear I cried alone at night (all alone)
turned into strength I hold inside
Cause I was never weak for feelin’ hurt (never weak)
I’m finally learnin’ I deserve the world

(Verse 3)

I remember all them nights I felt invisible (invisible)
thought happiness for me was impossible
Everybody around me moved so cold (cold world)
while I was just a scared kid growin’ old
Turned to pills, smoke, drank away emotions (puff puff)
anything to stop the waves from crashin’ like oceans
But numbness only temporary peace (temporary)
pain always come back eventually
Then one day I heard somebody say (say what?)
“you don’t gotta live trapped this way”
And that line hit deeper than they know (too deep)
cause nobody ever told me I could grow
Now I’m tryna become somebody proud (proud)
stand tall instead of shrinkin’ down
And every day I wake up still breathin’ strong (still here)
prove to myself I belonged all along

(Chorus 4)

I made it through the fire still alive today (still alive)
even when depression made me lose my way
And maybe healing take a lifetime slow (slowly)
but at least now I know
I’m worth love, peace, loyalty too (I deserve it)
not just pain people put me through
Cause surviving everything I survived before (before)
made me realize I’m worth so much more

(Verse 4)

Now the rain outside don’t feel the same (nah)
ain’t every dark cloud bringin’ pain
I still got trauma flowin’ through my mind (through my mind)
but it don’t control me all the time
I’m learnin’ boundaries, self-respect and trust (self-worth)
learnin’ real love don’t gotta crush
And if I ever have kids someday (someday)
I’ma teach ‘em pain don’t gotta stay
Teach ‘em cryin’ don’t make you weak (facts)
teach ‘em scars still beautiful to see
Cause every bruise I hid beneath my skin (beneath it)
became proof I survived again
And if that younger me could see me now (young Shayne)
he’d probably break down cryin’ proud
Cause after all them years feelin’ torn apart
I finally know just how worthy I are (yeah)