Black widow love. ( Lane Grillzz)

Lyrics

(intro)

Lane Grillzz vibe ......
(haunting synths...)
Yeah... (yeah)
One minute I'm your world... (your world)
Next minute you ready to leave... (leave)
Tell me how that's love? (how?)
Yeah...

(verse 1)

I remember how you made me feel special at first (at first)
Like all them old scars finally started to hurt less (hurt less)
You'd tell me I'm the one, tell me nobody compare (nobody)
Now I'm sittin' here wonderin' if you was ever there (was you?)

One minute it's kisses and forever in your eyes (forever)
Next minute it's distance and another goodbye (goodbye)
How you tell me that you love me then threaten to leave? (leave?)
Every time we disagree, that's the card that you keep (you keep)

I'm confused, tryna understand what's real and what's fake (what's fake?)
Every argument feel like another earthquake (another one)
I keep rebuildin' trust while you keep tearin' it down (tearin' it down)
Then somehow I'm the villain every time you come around (my fault)

(chorus 1)

Tell me how that's love if you run when it's tough? (how?)
How you build me up then tell me I ain't enough? (ain't enough)
One minute you my peace, next minute you my pain (my pain)
Got me questionin' myself, think I'm goin' insane (insane)

You say forever when the skies are blue (blue)
But when the storm comes, what happened to you? (what happened?)
Tell me how that's love if you always run away? (run away)
Then come back actin' like everything okay (okay)

(verse 2)

You got a way with words that make me wanna believe (believe)
Even when my instincts tell me somethin' beneath (beneath)
You paint a picture so beautiful and bright (so bright)
Then switch the colors when we argue at night (at night)

Every problem somehow got my name on it (my name)
Whether you started wildin' or I came wrong with it (came wrong)
It's always my fault in the end somehow (somehow)
Even when I bite my tongue and try to calm it down (calm down)

I keep apologizin' for things I didn't do (didn't do)
Just to keep the peace and keep holdin' on to you (holdin' on)
But every time I fold, a piece of me break (break)
And I'm losin' track of what's real and what's fake (what's fake?)

(chorus 2)

Tell me how that's love when I'm always the blame? (always)
Every fight different but the ending the same (the same)
You say you love me but your actions don't agree (don't agree)
Got me fightin' shadows that I cannot even see (can't see)

One minute we solid, next minute we cracks (cracks)
One minute we forward, next minute we back (back)
Tell me how that's love if it's built on fear? (fear)
Got me wonderin' if I even know myself in here (in here)

(verse 3)

Sometimes I feel like I'm losin' my mind (my mind)
Replayin' every conversation all the time (all the time)
Tryna figure out where everything went wrong (went wrong)
Why I still stay when I know this ain't strong (ain't strong)

Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm already there (already there)
Maybe all this pressure got me gaspin' for air (for air)
I keep lookin' for the woman I met before (before)
But every day she seem a little harder to restore (restore)

And I hate that I still care this much (this much)
After all the pain and all the broken trust (broken trust)
You still got a hold on the deepest parts of me (deepest parts)
Even when I'm beggin' to finally be free (be free)

(chorus 3)

Tell me how that's love if it leave me confused? (confused)
How I'm always the one that's got somethin' to lose? (to lose)
I keep givin' chances, keep openin' doors (doors)
But every time you leave, it hurts a little more (more)

Tell me how that's love if it's war every week? (every week)
Then we act normal and never even speak (never speak)
About the damage that we carry inside (inside)
Just another wound that we try to hide (hide)

(verse 4)

I ain't sayin' I'm innocent, I got flaws too (I do)
Sometimes I say things when I'm hurt and confused (confused)
But I stay and fight because that's what love do (that's love)
Not run for the exit every time we break through (break through)

Relationships ain't perfect, they messy and hard (they hard)
But real love don't keep keepin' one foot in the yard (one foot)
Real love stay present when the pressure arrive (arrive)
Not threaten goodbye every time it collide (every time)

So I'm standin' here wonderin' what this really is (what is it?)
Tryna separate the memories from the bitterness (bitterness)
Maybe someday we'll find what we lacked (what we lacked)
Or maybe some wounds ain't meant to come back (come back)

(chorus 4 / outro)

Tell me how that's love if you always run away? (run away)
Every disagreement got you packin' for the day (for the day)
You tell me that you love me, then push me from your side (your side)
Got me drownin' in emotions that I cannot hide (can't hide)

One minute I'm your everything, next minute I'm wrong (I'm wrong)
Still somehow I keep holdin' on (holdin' on)
Maybe that's the tragedy of lovin' too deep (too deep)
You keep fightin' for a heart you can never