Mailbox Full of Dust

Lyrics

Verse 1
Lonely, wasted life
Wish I could start over
Bad luck in my pocket
Bad things at my door

I try to be good
Still get pulled under
When they catch a break
I just feel smaller

Pre-Chorus
No one wants me here
That thought cuts deep
I lie awake
And count the days

Scared I’ll be gone
With nobody near
Scared there’s nothing
When I disappear

Chorus
I don’t exist
I don’t exist
Say my name
Then let it slip

I don’t exist
I don’t exist
(mailbox full of dust)
No one misses this

Verse 2
Back home I had
A table full of noise
Now I got four walls
And a quiet voice

No family here
No old friends left
Just bills on the counter
And an empty shelf

I watch the world
Keep moving on
Everybody’s living
And I’m still gone

Pre-Chorus
No one wants me here
That thought cuts deep
I smile through it
Then I can’t breathe

Scared I’ll be gone
With nobody near
Scared there’s nothing
When I disappear

Chorus
I don’t exist
I don’t exist
Say my name
Then let it slip

I don’t exist
I don’t exist
(mailbox full of dust)
No one misses this

Bridge
If there’s a hand
Reach through the dark
If there’s a door
Don’t lock it hard

I’m still here
Still beating back
A little hope
Can grow from that

Final Chorus
I don’t exist
I don’t exist
Say my name
Then hold it this

I don’t exist
I don’t exist
(mailbox full of dust)
Please don’t leave me like this