Dark Thoughts #5

Lyrics

Mm, yeah...
I’ve been drifting in the static
where the shadows know my name
Three A.M. and the room feels heavy,
ceiling stains like a mind gone messy
Thoughts keep circling, slow and cruel,
pulling me under, making me fuel
Every little silence turns into a scream,
every broken mirror shows a stranger in me
I try to breathe, but the air stays thin,
and the dark keeps knocking, trying to get in

I keep falling back into the fire,
caught between the truth and my desire
If I let go, will I disappear?
Or is the darkness just louder here?

I’m stuck in my dark thoughts, spinning like a storm
Cold inside my chest, but I’m still holding on
If the night won’t leave, I’ll learn to sing along
I’m stuck in my dark thoughts, but I won’t stay gone
No, I won’t stay gone

My reflection talks in a language of doubt,
every good memory gets swallowed out
I’ve been walking through a blackout mind,
searching for a light I can’t seem to find
But somewhere in the noise, there’s a pulse, a spark,
a tiny little ember in the edge of the dark
Maybe healing starts when I stop the fight,
and let the broken pieces learn to shine

I keep falling back into the fire,
caught between the truth and my desire
If I let go, will I disappear?
Or is the darkness just louder here?

I’m stuck in my dark thoughts, spinning like a storm
Cold inside my chest, but I’m still holding on
If the night won’t leave, I’ll learn to sing along
I’m stuck in my dark thoughts, but I won’t stay gone
No, I won’t stay gone

If I’m honest, I’m scared to be alone
Scared the silence will become my home
But even in the wreckage, I can hear a sound
A heartbeat saying, “don’t let me drown”

I’m stuck in my dark thoughts, spinning like a storm
Cold inside my chest, but I’m still holding on
If the night won’t leave, I’ll learn to sing along
I’m stuck in my dark thoughts, but I won’t stay gone
I’m stuck in my dark thoughts, but I won’t stay gone

Mm, yeah...
I won’t stay gone
I won’t stay gone