judge me now

Lyrics

this goes out to all my haters that want to make me look bad buy something they read on paper not knowing the truth of the reality of the situations that were in my past this is something for you to learn about me I'm a man that had many bad choices bad situations I had to work through I don't deny the mistakes I have made in my past growing up in the game Life hard knocks mentality going to drugs just another choices I have made in my past ending up on the streets of salt lake City going homeless and broke no place to lay my head and call home stuck in a sadness of addiction and my own mentality through me into psychosis constantly having voices running through my head wishing me dead watching all my loved ones fade off like I was a lost cause got me hoping and praying for better Days still stuck in addiction nothing never changed so I try to end my life too many failed attempts got sick of waking up in the hospital bed so I decided to get some help for my addiction ended up in the talking to the dogs I ended up being impatient recovery through my recovery I found a new direction of life a life worth living a life with the fight work myself out of impatient where I'm at now going through outpatient treatment holding my head high and proud for the things I have accomplished through this rough hard road just so I can take life directly clean and sober using the tools I have gained from recovery to giving of service making the songs hoping to be influential towards others that are going through the same pain as I am going through so for those that want to try to judge me judge me for who I am now not something that happened in the past cuz the past is over