disappointed

Lyrics

sitting in a dark room not knowing what to do but all I see are disappointed faces staring at me I turn around and that's all I see I try to run I try to hide but I can never seem to get rid of them all you hear me screaming mom mom mom please help i feel a touch I look up hoping it's her but it's not. it's a demon he drags me down down down under the water I drown and then I see her laughing and smiling acting like everythings okay when it's not as I sink I can see the faces surrounding me no one knows my pain no one knows how I actually feel will someone save me save me but there's a fire in me I use my strength and swim back up I climb out and I fight back back back back but in the end I always lose I can't escape from this prison I get pushed back into the same old room I once knew looking around with all the disappointed faces staring at me again I curl up and hope everything will be okay my wrist and legs covered in cuts dripping blood as I cry cry cry she comes in dresses me up and says put a smaller on so I do cuz it's easier to just be obedient and all I see is her face smiling at me but I know it's just a mask