
Apologizing 2 Who,(Album version)
Lyrics
[Intro - lonely piano chords, soft 808 pulse, whispered ad-libs, late-night R&B atmosphere]
Yeah...
I know I been wrong
I know I been gone
Tell me...
[Verse 1 - mellow piano loop, crisp high hats, deep 808 undercurrent, smooth melodic rap]
I brought storms to your front door, left tears on your floor
Made promises I broke, then I asked for some more
I was moving like a fool, let my pride lead the way
Now I’m sitting in the silence of the mess that I made
You gave me all your trust, I was careless with your heart
Had your love in my hands, then I tore it apart
I can see it in your eyes, you still feel every scar
And I hate that I became the reason we are where we are
[Pre-Chorus - piano climbs higher, hi-hats tighten, layered vocals building emotion]
If I could take it back, I swear I would
Undo every lie, every time I said I should
Be better than this, but I never was enough
Now I’m asking through the pain...
[Chorus - emotional R&B hook, fuller 808s, stacked harmonies, open and vulnerable]
Do you still love me?
After all the cheating, all the sleepless nights we had
Do you still love me?
Even when you look at me and see the things I did so bad
I know I broke your heart, I know I crossed the line
But if there’s any piece of us left, tell me one more time
Do you still love me?
Or did I lose you for the last time?
[Verse 2 - darker piano progression, heavier 808 knock, sharper hi-hats, confessional rap-sung delivery]
I was out here tryna live like the rules didn’t apply
Texting other names while you were crying at night
That’s on me, no excuse, I was selfish and blind
Now I’m paying for the moments I was wasting your time
You stayed down through the chaos, through the lies and the doubt
And I kept dragging your name through the dirt, no doubt
I don’t blame you if you never wanna see me again
But I’m praying somehow love can learn to breathe again
[Bridge - stripped-back piano, distant 808, raw lead vocal with harmonies swelling underneath]
If I fall on my knees, would you hear me now?
If I swear I’ll change, would you let me back around?
I’m not asking for forever, just a chance to make it right
’Cause I can’t keep living with this guilt inside
[Final Chorus - bigger drums, thick 808s, soaring harmonies, emotional ad-libs]
Do you still love me?
After all the cheating, all the sleepless nights we had
Do you still love me?
Even when you look at me and see the things I did so bad
I know I broke your heart, I know I crossed the line
But if there’s any piece of us left, tell me one more time
Do you still love me?
Or did I lose you for the last time?
[Outro - piano fading out, soft 808 rumble, reverb-heavy ad-libs]
Tell me if it’s over...
Tell me if it’s gone...
Do you still love me...
Or am I all alone...