my boy

Lyrics

She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
It's out of my hands
It's out of my hands

To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late
And she's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside

And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
It's out of my hands

It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late
And she's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife

She's out of my life
She's out of my life
She's out of my life
And I don't know whether to laugh or cry
I don't know whether to live or die
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my life
It's out of my hands

It's out of my hands
To think for two years she was here
And I took her for granted I was so cavalier
Now the way that it stands
She's out of my hands
So I've learned that love's not possession
And I've learned that love won't wait
Now I've learned that love needs expression
But I learned too late
And she's out of my life
She's out of my life
Damned indecision and cursed pride
Kept my love for her locked deep inside
And it cuts like a knife
She's out of my lifewe need all that money all the money yeah yeah 200 racks in the bag I took your girl with the bag I'mma smoke you like a fool I don't miss no haters that's true zoom in everyday through the Sun the sun burning hot blazing through the year it's real hot outside I'm a man of God my toes burning off by the time I hide then one day he got really cold chilling off my bones it was real super cold it was one time when you noticed I don't miss at the code and you know this yeah thinking about my boy AJ thinking about the memories he is my homeboy mess with him you mess with me thinking about my past what's the point of loving somebody if you know they don't love you back there's no point going into a relationship that's just a fake yeah I got the money in the bag I got your girl in the bag with it I'm remember it was a sunny day cold as ice dinner with all my exes and problems and issues everyday cruising down the street every single day now I'm about to check this fool one two three zooming down the street with with me and AJ I see donatorius he ain't got nothing to know me my fit he talking about this map yeah he ain't nobody to me I don't even like him he smell like expired box of Reese's cooking at him like a steak that's so true he always trying to get in my way he always thinking everything okay he ain't nobody to me he ain't the teacher he ain't my daddy he ain't nobody to me that's why that boys think always staying in people way next time I see him I'm going to tell him that that little boy stank ain't my fault that you stank take a shower cuz you stank need some lotion cuz you stink I need some deodorant cuz you stink it's not my fault that's all because it's the truth because you stink that's all listen get in my way I'll swiss cheese this is what you hear and your head skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir I'm not done this is what you hear skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir skir then a pow always having problems in my head I have so many exes that pain I'm rotting in a mansion with the curtains drawn tight
Manifesting demons in the middle of the light
Too much paper in my pocket, too much venom in my veins
Self-loathing is the nectar that is washing down the stains
I coulda been a contender, coulda stood within the ring
But I traded every knockout for a hollow diamond swing
Now the psychedelic shadows start to crawl across the floor
Turning every golden hallway to a pitch-black cellar door
You think I'm something special, think I'm holy, think I'm good?
I'm a charlatan in silk, misunderstood in Hollywood
Your spirit needs a discipline that I can never teach
While I'm drowning in the shallow end, just barely out of reach.

Hey bitch freak out, let the madness take your head
Go find a new whore because the old one’s good as dead
I'm insufferably merciless, a king of cold deceit
Find God because I'm lying every time our pulses meet
Just be defeated now or the fight will never end
Pour toi, it’s only over when you finally break, my friend.