my history

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It's sad and scary and emotional all at once (all at once)
who I am is not who I was
I thought it was gonna be (so much) so much fun
but not so much no (no) it's not that fun.

The adventures of doing drugs (the adventures of us)
all kicked back kinda chill and smug (chill and smug)

Boy I'll tell you what, you're shook
because you messed around and got hooked
then they raided your house that's what they're about (yeah that's what they're about) now you're cooked, go sit down. What the hell are you gonna do now?

How many tears will your family have to cry?
So many that if they fell from the sky
the whole world would drown and die.
That's an exaggerated lie my guy (an exaggerated lie)

but you get my point. Don't get sent to the joint.

Freedom is one of those things you don't miss (things you won't miss)
until they take it away
and you live your life in a cage
subdue your rage
and do what they say.
That's the price you pay.

You got so lost
thought you were the boss
till you got tossed
and now you realize the cost
it's (way) too much
you're just shit out of luck.
You know I know it sucks
you just can't feel too much

Your brain no longer makes dopamine (dopamine)
Because you got yours artificially
for centuries it seems (centuries it seems)
officially typically
fisting me (fisting me) with my history (history)
just call me Mr. E.
(mystery)