BLACKOUT HEART
Lyrics
Intro
Yeah…
Can’t sleep again…
Voices in my head go
Bang… bang… bang…
Forest in the night, rain on the window
Heart too cold but the blood stay warm though
Uh…
Verse 1
I was just a kid with a broken controller
Dreaming big while the world got colder
Everybody changed when the money got closer
Fake love hit hard like a knife on the shoulder
Now I walk through the city like a ghost at night
Eyes all red but I’m feeling alright
Mama said “Boy don’t lose your light”
But the dark got hands and it holds too tight
Phone keep ringing but I don’t reply
Too many lies, too many goodbye
Everybody leaves when the flames get high
So I learned real fast how to kill my ties
I got scars I hide with a laugh and jokes
Whole squad gone when the bridge got smoked
Still I stand when my whole world broke
Still breathe through the pain and smoke
Pre-Chorus
And I know
The sky gon’ fall someday
But tonight
I let the chaos stay
I hear thunder in my veins
Lightning in my brain
Every memory burns like flames
Chorus
Blackout heart
I don’t feel the same
Dancing with the shadows while they scream my name
Blackout soul
Running through the rain
Everybody watching while I go insane
Oh-oh-oh
Can’t stop now
Oh-oh-oh
Lost somehow
Oh-oh-oh
Hear the sirens call
If I fall tonight
I gave it all
Verse 2
3AM and the moon look dead
Thoughts too loud in my damaged head
I got nightmares sleeping in my bed
Every single word that I never said
I remember days with the cheap TV
No chains, no fame, just the gang and me
Now everybody wanna act VIP
But nobody really knows what I see
I seen good kids turn monsters quick
Seen fake friends switch for a little bit
Seen love disappear like a magic trick
Life move fast and it makes me sick
So I drive too fast with the bass too loud
Middle fingers high to the judging crowd
If the world goes dark I’ll still stand proud
Even when the silence screams somehow
Bridge
Tell me why the heroes always bleed?
Why the broken hearts still dream?
Why the villains smile so clean?
Nothing really stays what it seems…
Tell me why I still fight wars
Even after all these scars
Maybe pain made me a star
Maybe pain’s just who we are
Chorus
Blackout heart
I don’t feel the same
Dancing with the shadows while they scream my name
Blackout soul
Running through the rain
Everybody watching while I go insane
Oh-oh-oh
Can’t stop now
Oh-oh-oh
Lost somehow
Oh-oh-oh
Hear the sirens call
If I fall tonight
I gave it all
Beat Switch
(Heavy bass / aggressive flow)
Yeah
Now the lights go red
Whole world froze when I snapped instead
Everybody talks but they feel no dread
I survived every word they said
Built from rage and a twisted mind
Half angel, half demon kind
Tryna leave my past behind
But the darkness always rewind
I got fire in my lungs tonight
No fear when I jump in fights
If the end comes, that’s alright
I was born in the blackest night
Sad Outro
Rain still falling on the rooftop
Clock still ticking but my heart stopped
If tomorrow never comes
Will they sing my songs?
Maybe I was never made for peace
Maybe I was made for storms
But if somebody hears this voice tonight…
Just know…
You’re not alone in the dark…