
My Crown
by Darth Nihlus
Lyrics
[Intro - deep cinematic choir swells, distant 808 rumbles, vaporwave female vocal chops floating in reverb]
[Verse 1 - dark trap hi-hats stuttering, low-end synth bass pulsing, male rap vocals half-whispered over vinyl crackle]
Heavy is the head that wears it, crown made of broken glass
Thorns dig deeper every night, blood writes the epitaph
I walk through neon graveyards, shadows wear my silhouette
Every mirror that I pass shows the king that I regret
They told me power’s freedom, now freedom feels like chains
Echoes of the ones I lost still screaming in my veins
I traded love for loyalty, loyalty for empty thrones
Now the kingdom’s just a coffin and I’m dying here alone
[Pre-Chorus - building tension, cinematic choir layering underneath, sidechained synths swelling]
But the weight keeps pulling, gravity inside my chest
Every jewel is just a lie dressed up in stolen breath
I can’t take it off, it’s fused into my skin
The price of being chosen is forgetting how to live
[Chorus - massive cinematic drop, distorted vaporwave vocals over choir, 808s slamming, trippy delay on every word]
This is my crown, my crown, my crown of fire and rust
Burning through the skyline while the whole world turns to dust
This is my crown, my crown, heavy as a loaded gun
I wear it when I’m dying just to prove that I’m the one
My crown, my crown, my crown, let the sirens sing my name
I’d rather reign in sorrow than go back to being plain
My crown, my crown, my crown, till the kingdom falls apart
I’ll wear it in the dark until it breaks my fucking heart
[Verse 2 - nu-hip-hop bounce, pitched-down vocal chops, darker synths, trap drums with half-time feel]
I see ghosts in every window, faces I betrayed
They smile like they forgive me but their eyes are razor blades
I built a throne of memories, now memory’s a cage
Every night I sit upon it while the hours turn to rage
The streets still chant my title, but the title tastes like ash
I paid for every diamond with a piece of who I was
Now the crown is all that’s left of the boy I used to be
And even when I sleep it’s still staring back at me
[Bridge - stripped cinematic choir only, faint vinyl static, vulnerable half-sung rap]
If I lay it down tonight, will the silence finally come?
Or will the weight still follow when the kingdom’s said and done?
I don’t need a legacy, I just need to feel the sun
But the crown won’t let me go until the damage has been won
[Final Chorus - full hybrid explosion, choir and vaporwave vocals stacked, massive reverb tail, 808s and cinematic percussion]
This is my crown, my crown, my crown of fire and rust
Burning through the skyline while the whole world turns to dust
This is my crown, my crown, heavy as a loaded gun
I wear it when I’m dying just to prove that I’m the one
My crown, my crown, my crown, let the sirens sing my name
I’d rather reign in sorrow than go back to being plain
My crown, my crown, my crown, till the kingdom falls apart
I’ll wear it in the dark until it breaks my fucking heart
[Outro - fading choir, distant vaporwave vocal fragments, 808 heartbeat slowing to silence]