Drownin in Emotions. ( Lane Grillzz)

Lyrics

(intro)

(GT Productions...)
(Lane Grillzz...)
Yeah... (yeah...)
I ain't been myself lately... (lately...)
Feel like I'm drownin'... (drownin'...)
Can't find the shore... (can't find it...)

(verse 1)

Every night I stare at shadows on the wall (the wall)
Tryna understand how I got here at all (at all)
Heart heavy, soul tired, mind runnin' wild (wild)
Lost somewhere between a man and a child (a child)

I keep tellin' everybody that I'm okay (I'm okay)
But the truth feel further every day (every day)
Too many thoughts got me trapped in my head (my head)
Too many nights wishin' I could rest instead (rest)

Some people see me smile and think I'm alright (alright)
They don't see the battles that I fight at night (at night)
Too much pain that I carry by myself (myself)
Like I'm slowly sinkin' and can't ask for help (for help)

(chorus 1)

I'm drownin' in emotions... (emotions...)
Every wave keep pullin' me under... (under...)
Tryna breathe through the pressure... (pressure...)
But my heart keep breakin' like thunder... (thunder...)

I'm drownin' in emotions... (emotions...)
Lost somewhere inside my mind... (inside my mind...)
Tryna find a little peace... (peace...)
But peace the hardest thing to find... (to find...)

(verse 2)

I remember when I used to feel alive (alive)
Before the hurt started stackin' up inside (inside)
Before I learned people leave when things get rough (rough)
Before I figured out love ain't always enough (enough)

Now every memory feel heavier than stone (than stone)
And every crowded room still feel alone (alone)
Everybody got advice they wanna give (wanna give)
But they ain't gotta feel the life I live (I live)

Sometimes I wonder if I'm changin' for the worse (for the worse)
Or if all this pain finally breakin' through the surface (surface)
Maybe these scars became part of my skin (my skin)
Maybe that's why I can't let nobody in (nobody)

(chorus 2)

I'm drownin' in emotions... (emotions...)
Tryna swim against the tide... (against the tide...)
But every step I take forward... (forward...)
Feel like two steps back inside... (inside...)

I'm drownin' in emotions... (emotions...)
Can't escape what's in my chest... (my chest...)
I just want a little silence... (silence...)
I just want a little rest... (little rest...)

(verse 3)

Some days anger, some days sadness (sadness)
Some days I can't tell the difference from madness (madness)
Got memories playin' over like a film (like a film)
And every replay somehow hurt me still (hurt me still)

I got trust issues bigger than mountains (mountains)
Heart leak pain like a broken fountain (broken fountain)
Too many promises turned into lies (into lies)
Too many goodbyes hidden in disguise (disguise)

I ain't lookin' for sympathy or pity (nah)
Just tryna survive in a world this gritty (this gritty)
Maybe tomorrow things'll get better somehow (somehow)
That's the only thing keepin' me around (around)

(chorus 3)

I'm drownin' in emotions... (emotions...)
Feel the weight inside my soul... (my soul...)
Every scar became a story... (a story...)
Every loss took its toll... (its toll...)

I'm drownin' in emotions... (emotions...)
But I'm still standin' somehow... (somehow...)
Even with the storm around me... (around me...)
I won't let it take me down... (take me down...)

(verse 4)

Maybe one day all this pain gon' fade away (fade away)
Maybe one day I won't carry it each day (each day)
Maybe one day I'll forgive what broke me down (broke me down)
And stop wearin' all this hurt like a crown (like a crown)

Till then I'm just takin' life one breath at a time (one breath)
Tryna keep my spirit while I'm fightin' my mind (fightin' my mind)
Tryna find some light in all this darkness I see (I see)
Tryna become the man I'm supposed to be (supposed to be)

And if I fall, I'ma get back on my feet (my feet)
Even when the pain make defeat look sweet (look sweet)
'Cause somewhere deep down I still believe (still believe)
There's a better version of me underneath (underneath)

(chorus 4 / outro)

I'm drownin' in emotions... (emotions...)
But I ain't gone yet... (gone yet...)
Still fightin' every demon... (every demon...)
Still survivin' every regret... (every regret...)

I'm drownin' in emotions... (emotions...)
But I still see the light... (the light...)
And even if it's distant... (distant...)
I'ma keep swimmin' through the night... (through the night...)

(Lane Grillzz fades...)
Yeah... (yeah...)
Drownin' in emotions...