Drugs

Lyrics

it doesn't matter the choice of your poison it only matters when it takes you by surprise then you start to lose everything you work hard for then the ones start to fade away because they're sick of seeing kill yourself each day watch me walk into your own demise and if you're lucky you will slide by without the poison taking your life but then you go on struggling to feed the hunger that starts to control your mind and feel like a beast inside your soul at this point you start to the voice of the beast inside your head demanding for more throwing you into psychosis at this point your homeless and on the streets doing things you never thought you would just to feed the beast that's is no longer a beast the beast has turned into a disease that you will fight or die and if you choose to fight this is a fight that will be a fight you struggle with for the rest of your life just to get back to normal you reach out to get help finding your self in detox you find the option of cover then you decide if you really want to make the decision to change your life and commit yourself to read your life of the poisonous drugs you have been eating it and if you're smart you take the offer get the treatment you need through recovery first starting in inpatient recovery where they teach you the tools you need to fight the disease of addiction just to find out that you got to work harder than you ever have before coming to the understanding that this battle is a constant situation you can't ignore to find peace with in yourself letting your ego go learning how to be humble going through the process of letting go of the pain and the shame you carry from the things you said and done to yourself and others letting go of your past to work towards your future learning that the lies you told yourself and others do not benefit you and can keep you from moving forward just like the LIE you told yourself when you said I got this when you first took that first hit or drink or peel or line it doesn't matter the choice of your poison the LIE you told yourself is I got this when the truth is it got you