Pushin Dipe

Lyrics

Verse 1
Hands split open again
From the same old grind
Same red sack, same cold car
Same weight on my mind
I been running on fumes
With a toothless smile
Mama says, "Boy, come home"
I say, "Maybe in a while"

Pre-Chorus
I can't keep this up
My legs feel like steel
Every door I opened
Still don't pay what I feel
I'm staring at dawn
With my jaw locked tight
I need out, I need air
I need one clean night

Chorus
I'm tired of pushin dipe
Tired of the whole damn fight
I'm tired of pushin dipe
Ain't been sleepin right
Pushin dipe
Pushin dipe
I want my life back now
I want my life back now

Verse 2
Got mud on my jeans
And a scar on my throat
Every mile I sold myself
Just to keep the lights on low
My brother stopped calling
My girl packed slow
Left a note on the sink
Said, "You already know"

Pre-Chorus
I can't keep this up
My hands won't stay still
Every promise I made
Got lost in the spill
I'm staring at dawn
With my jaw locked tight
I need out, I need air
I need one clean night

Chorus
I'm tired of pushin dipe
Tired of the whole damn fight
I'm tired of pushin dipe
Ain't been sleepin right
Pushin dipe
Pushin dipe
I want my life back now
I want my life back now

Bridge
If I make it through tonight
I'll burn these clothes
Wash this taste from my mouth
Let the whole thing go
No more dead-end runs
No more borrowed shame
Just my name on my chest
And a clean lane

Final Chorus
I'm tired of pushin dipe
Tired of the whole damn fight
I'm tired of pushin dipe
Ain't been sleepin right
Pushin dipe
Pushin dipe
I want my life back now
I want my life back now