Left Side Empty

Lyrics

(Intro)

Yeah… (yeah)
It hit different when it gone… (gone)
I ain’t even see it… (nah)

(Chorus)

I was hurt and alone even when you was there (there)
Said you loved me, then did slick shit, wasn’t fair (wasn’t)
Heart cold whole life, I ain’t know how to care (care)
Then real love came, I got scared, I ain’t prepared (nah)
So I pushed you away, I ain’t see what we built (I ain’t)
Now I’m layin’ in this bed, feelin’ all this guilt (guilt)
Lookin’ left on the porch, you ain’t sittin’ right there (damn)
Now it’s empty everywhere, I can’t breathe this air (uh)

(Verse 1)

Whole life I been dealin’ with fake love (fake)
They say they got me, then they switch, change up (switch)
Smiles in my face, behind back they snake (snake)
So I learned real quick never trust what they say (nah)
Even when I had you, I felt alone still (still)
Too much pain in my chest, I ain’t never healed (nah)
You was tryna love me, I ain’t know how to feel (feel)
Every time it got deep, I’d just kill what was real (boom)
Self-sabotage, yeah I played that part (I did)
Push away the only one that held my heart (heart)
You was patient with me, I was tearin’ apart (damn)
Didn’t know what we had from the start (nah)
I was blind to the love, I admit that now (now)
Had a queen by my side, I ain’t see that crown (stupid)
Now I’m stuck in my head when the sun go down (down)
And the silence loud when you ain’t around (yeah)

(Chorus)

I was hurt and alone even when you was there (there)
Said you loved me, then did slick shit, wasn’t fair (wasn’t)
Heart cold whole life, I ain’t know how to care (care)
Then real love came, I got scared, I ain’t prepared (nah)
So I pushed you away, I ain’t see what we built (I ain’t)
Now I’m layin’ in this bed, feelin’ all this guilt (guilt)
Lookin’ left on the porch, you ain’t sittin’ right there (damn)
Now it’s empty everywhere, I can’t breathe this air (uh)

(Verse 2)

That empty bed hit harder at night (night)
Reach over slow, but you ain’t in sight (gone)
Used to hear your voice, now it’s dead quiet (quiet)
Now I’m fightin’ demons, I can’t keep silent (nah)
Front porch sittin’, I was lookin’ left (left)
You was always right there, now it’s nothin’ left (gone)
Cold breeze hit, I just hug my chest (damn)
Tryna hold myself together, but I’m so stressed (yeah)
Didn’t know that love really grew that deep (deep)
Till it disappeared and took part of me (me)
Now I see everythin’ I couldn’t see (clear)
Too late to fix it, that’s what killin’ me (killin’)
I was runnin’ from you, but you was home (home)
Now I’m stuck in this world feelin’ so alone (alone)
Every memory playin’ like a song (song)
And I hate that I only see it when you gone (gone)

(Bridge)

If I knew what I know, I woulda stayed (stayed)
Woulda fixed all the mess I made (I would)
But I let my past get in the way (damn)
Now I’m payin’ for it every day (every day…)
(Chorus)
I was hurt and alone even when you was there (there)
Said you loved me, then did slick shit, wasn’t fair (wasn’t)
Heart cold whole life, I ain’t know how to care (care)
Then real love came, I got scared, I ain’t prepared (nah)
So I pushed you away, I ain’t see what we built (I ain’t)
Now I’m layin’ in this bed, feelin’ all this guilt (guilt)
Lookin’ left on the porch, you ain’t sittin’ right there (damn)
Now it’s empty everywhere, I can’t breathe this air (uh)

(Outro)

Yeah… (yeah)
Left side empty… (empty)
Shoulda knew what I had… (shoulda knew)
Now it’s gone… (gone)