Paving the road for my goodbye

Lyrics

Intro
Paving the road for my goodbye
Please don't cry when you no longer hear my voice
It wasn't my choice
I'm not bulletproof just remember my name
Feeling no shame, carrying no blame
Blow that smoke into a haze
Always remember the shadows we've laid

Verse 1
Growing up so fast I never knew
All the pain that's well overdue
Developing on my name, putting myself in the street
Jumping those fences, tripping over my feet
Creeping through the night searching for un-locked doors
Screwdrivers in my pocket, nine-millimeter on my side
Never rode solo, had my day one who was always down to ride,
Full of pride when we stepping, got some keys to a car
Gripping the wheel so tight, we hit this town overnight
Took everything valuable insight
Eyes creeping shut by the end or the night
ya learn real quick, rule number one
Loose lips get you split, silence is policy, trust is a must
Learn always to trust your gut, never get too greedy, press your luck
I'm taking you back twenty damning years, man, I've lost so many tears
Should've listened to mama, being young I didn't hear
Or fear, always did what I wanted best
Believed my day one was close and near by
man, I miss ya mama, I just want to cry
Only sixteen in 2006, why did you have to die
Planned suicide, drowning myself, I've done so many drugs an
Made so much electricity, plugging in those plugs
But they didn't care, to find a goodhearted one was really rare
Broke down, lost, into a strong stair
Feeling so alone, naked and bare

Chorus
Paving the road for my goodbye
Please don't cry when you no longer hear my voice
It wasn't my choice
I'm not bulletproof just remember my name
Feeling no shame, carrying no blame
Blow that smoke into a haze
Always remember the shadows we've laid

Verse 2
Cold sweat on my shoulder, now I'm so much older
Learned many lessons, boy, was I real bold
Now I'm carrying out loads, yeah big loads from the store on this drug
Always wanting more, I really wish I can ignore it
But it's got me ate up, rotten to my core, still fear none
got me Hearing shit, I'm always on the run, lord, I know what I've done
It's only just begun, but what does god got in store
Better never give me a gun, you took everyone who's ever showed love
I still haven't changed, still the same old one
Still the one that's still putting up the middle finger
Saying fuck everyone, nobody is shit
Leave me alone, shit, I won't ever quit
Broken inside, been through war
Cycling every day with nobody, yeah, just me
All alone, keep moving up or creating a crime scene
Damn, if I had one wish, take me back to being a teen
Teach me some manners learning to say please
Just know I try
And keep trying till no more

Chorus
Paving the road for my goodbye
Please don't cry when you no longer hear my voice
It wasn't my choice
I'm not bulletproof just remember my name
Feeling no shame, carrying no blame
Blow that smoke into a haze
Always remember the shadows we've laid

[outro] momma I miss ya ,not a day goes by I dont think of ya
An for my homie...my day one rest in peace my dude i love and miss yall dearly
till that day comes we meet again watch over me keep me safe my hearts always gotta place for yall...

DAMN