Killing Me

Lyrics

INTRO

'Killing Me' By Seth Chaney..
Spoken
I needed and pleaded for peace, but you kept feeding the demons in me..

I needed and pleaded for a place I could escape, but you locked me in a cage..

I needed and pleaded for you to help me through my pain, but you made me go insane..
*You were killing me*
*And I could see that was making your happiness increase..*
Light Music
Now I'm free..*I escaped*
*I ran away*
*I found a place to feel safe*
[Long Distorted Electric Guitar & Drum Solo]

I escaped da cage ya kept my brain'in watchin as'I slowly faded goin insane all out crazy, my head was caven'in breakin from within, I was needin peace but ya kept screaming feeding what kept me from breathing, now I'm free and back ta singing beautifully, *this feeling is amazing*, *I'm back to being me*, *Still barely maintaining*, *But no longer in captivity.*
Distorted Glitched Dubstep Rock Drop

*I needed and pleaded for peace, but you kept feeding the demons in me..*
*I needed and pleaded for a place I could escape, but you locked me in a cage..*
*I needed and pleaded for you to help me through my pain, but you made me go insane..*
*You were killing me*
*And I could see that was making your happiness increase..*

Now I'm free..*I escaped*
*I ran away*
*I found a place to feel safe*

Rock Out

I feel like I'm back to being insanely sane instead of just blatantly crazy.

Back to creating things that are amazing my way instead of using words you wanted me to say..

I'm back to being me and that makes me happy to say..

I'm insane but no longer locked in a cage, so now I can return to my happy dark place..

Distorted Glitched Dubstep Dark Drop

I'm back at'it fast attacken peeled back da mask now'im laughin lips smackin I'm rappin lines so fine make'ya wanna cry cause ya name isn't in my rhymes, didn't want me ta share publicly now I'm uploadin endlessly and quickly there's no stoppin me, I'm tearin through'da music'scene wit relentless speed, dis is da music I need ta speak not endless, *What do you need from me?*
Calming Peaceful Soft Music
Spoken
You were killing me but I seen how happy it was making you so I let it be, I was silently screaming internally while you were happily grinning listening and singing to music I was frightened of writing, those songs were not me. They made me break, I was being fake, I made a mistake that I could no longer take so I made a break and left you no trace the only memory I left you was my face.
Spoken
I made a song called *For You* made for everyone that supported me....
But I had to delete it because I was being nice to people and it didn't have your name attached to the tune..

Heavy Rock
*But now I'm*
B-B-BACK!
There's no going. *BACK!*

The past is in the past, time to relapse, time to retrieve the old me I held. *Back!*

Grab a seat let's start a new beat, don't be afraid to sing along with me because.
*I'M BACK!*

keep listening, I'm freeing the music in me, my fingers are blistering from all the lyrics I've been listing... *Man I've missed me*

Chill Lo-Fi Beat
*I'm back at it*
*Rapping toe tapping slapping slow clapping not happy just escaping reality were I find serenity.*
*This is a certainty I'm mercilessly hurting and bleeding into beats feeding the deepest part of me, the part called Seth Chaney, he was caged in but now I'm escaping again back to where it all begin.*
*I'm digging to find peace, I'm leaving, escaping reality, Seth Chaney is six feet deep and happy so leave him be he's sleeping*

Clear Articulating Spoken Outro
'Killing Me' By Seth Chaney..

I needed and pleaded for peace, but you kept feeding the demons in me..

I needed and pleaded for a place I could escape, but you locked me in a cage..

I needed and pleaded for you to help me through my pain, but you made me go insane..
*You were killing me*
*And I could see that was making your happiness increase..*

Now I'm free..*I escaped*
*I ran away*
*I found a place to feel safe*
*I'm six feet deep and no longer hear screaming*
*The shadows can't reach me.*
*I'm peacefully sleeping.*
*Escaping Reality listening to the sick beats I'm making.*

Are you listening?

Then don't hesitate to follow me, don't make me say please, I'm done pleading.