Dear Mom

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Lyrics

On the journey through life I could never catch a break
All of the smiles for years have all been fake
Fixated on the struggle, regretting every mistake
All I see is darkness that's leading the way
So lost in a place with no exit sign
No light In the place no existence of time
Constant repeatedly saying that line
Repeatedly Of telling everyone that your fine

So after a lifetime of hell , heart lined with scars
Always been someone who aimed for the stars
But after a lifetime of struggle, my hope was dowsed
It was almost to a point the fire was put out
But here's the twist, you pushed me to far
Now the lights back il shoot for the stars
All born from pain, sacrifice and loss
You held me back now I couldn't give a toss

So Dear mom, I hope this finds you well
Because iv had enough now I'm free from your spell
You stab in the knife and you twist and you twist
Twisting the truth like a chain on your wrist
Your the cause of the darkness, your the cause of the pain
You twist and you twist till you Bring on the rain
Distorting the truth, distorting the light
You are the monster that lives in the night

It's gone to far, we can't rewind
All of the pain you've caused for all this time
Nothing but destruction that lies in your wake
Nothing but lies now I'm finally awake
Out of your control your true colours show
Nothing but black from that empty hole
No heart inside, only caring about yourself
Always the victim always crying for help
Manipulating everyone to benefit you
Crying for sympathy on Facebook owww boo hoo
If the world only knew what you were truely like
Causing chaos, destroying the light
The point is your completly poison, people better run
Only way this will end is with a double barreled shotgun
It's always about you and your daughter
You wouldn't care if a thousand were slaughtered

Only seeing what will benefit you
And people only see what you tell them is true
But unfortunately your vision is completly twisted
Leave your son to die but your junkie daughter youl risk it
Supplying her with dangerous meds
I got no idea what goes on in there heads
Lying to Dr's just for more pills
Drinking bottles of Oxycodone just for the thrills
Even the bloke that swooped into rescued you
Payed all your debt just like you told him too
Your talking to blokes, leaving him behind his back
That's 10 years and millions he'll never get back
Even after I had multiple bleeds on the brain
You and Your daughters health was your only concern
You've lied all these years, poisoned everyone's mind
But now I'm done, it my time to shine

Always belittled, put down, always second best
Aslong as your OK it's fuck all the rest
I nearly died n your first words to me was YOU were rough
All of my life nothings EVER good enough
Iv flown a plane, iv sailed half way round the country
But instead you'd rather worship your daughter that's a junkie
Doesn't matter what anyone says you've always got it worse
Every school morning you'd throw your purse
Always hungover from the night before
A thousand bottles covered your bedroom floor
2 or 3 bottles some nights maybe more
The beatings started as soon as I got through the door
Making me have to say goodbye to my friends
Telling us we're moving away time and time again
For some bloke that was on the other end
Of a computer screen for months n months on end
Rubbish piling up, no food In the home
But all you cared about was a bloke on the phone
Having to go steal food just for me to eat
Shoes to small to fit on my feet
A night without violence was always a treat
But all people knew was the lies and deceit
But hopefully one day youl get all your karma
Burning at once like your trapped in the lava
Now I'm finally done and I'm rid of the drama
Im finally free now I'm done with this saga

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