Silent Screams
Lyrics
[Intro] 'Silent Screams' By Seth Chaney...
when I close my eyes the only peace I receive is when muh thoughts be killin me.
Still buried *Six Feet Deep* where da shadows creep an'da silence be screamin, just teasin my reality wit serenity but evidently happiness isn't meant for someone like me, I'm built foe deprivity instability inconvenient inconsistencies while my brain plays tricks on me relentlessly needin more feedin from da torment bleeding from within me as I stand still silently screamin hopin foe somebody near ta hear, but everyone jist runs in fear when I start givin da demons what dey want'a hear, sick verses, sick beats, mind arithmic, brain so frantic I'm manic, but don't panic.
*Sit and enjoy, time is irrelevant.*
My rhymes are too intelligent each line is'a intergalactic battleship, I'm cruisin in da wip wit'a brand'new fit, I'm jist'a misfit wit good ambition ta turn my linguistics inta somethin for you ta listen, so be patient till I'm done makin statements of my amazin phrasin and temptations of escapin erasin my existence wit da words I'm shape'shiften an creatin for entertainment.
My thoughts silently screamin while I'm bleedin in each sentence sentencin me ta oblivion, I'm obligated ta be interrogated for my inventory inventin new statements ta make different ways, new phrasin ta write on each page, new techniques unlockin in my brain wit each passin day....
*Am I just Insane?*
*Are my thoughts too much for you to take?*
*Is this odd it's the first thing I do when I wake?*
*I can't help it 'cause my thoughts go cray-cray!*
*I'm slowly slipping, AWAY!*
Breakdown
*Silent screams!*
*Coming from within me!*
I'M SCREAMING FOR YOU TO HEAR ME!
Calm
Is it working?
Does screaming fix me?
I don't feel pleased.
Maybe I just didn't reach deep..
[Gutteral, Horrible, Deep, Monsterous, Horrid, Raring]
*Ahhhhhh!* *Ahhhhhh!*
Silence
Better....
Watch for the next time I put thoughts on paper, the silent screaming within me to neat beats on sheets, my pleading for you to hear me put to lyrics as my way to speak, keep your eyes and ears open for the next Seth Chaney masterpiece.
All it takes is time, relapse wit'a quick pass ta make sure each line blows ya mind away, each day jist'a way ta tame da silent screamin in my brain ta ease da pain I desperately try ta escape but record on tape jist publishin each mistake I make for ya ta laugh at wit shame, but it makes me intensify my game, learnin new syllables for da cadence I display wit no tame flame jist burnin rhymes as I cry den dry my tears drownin in shame blamin everythin but me for da lame name an lyrics I portrayed, not searchin foe fame, I'm jist searchin for an escape.
Trying to get away from the silent screaming in my head so I just grab a pen and begin wit what da silent screamin wants said before I whined up dead six feet deep agane.
Chill
You never really know how good something is until you can't have it.
Even if it was never in your hands to begin with.
Take a chance in life, just don't expect acceptance.