All my Life (Shayne) remix v2
by Ash
Lyrics
(chorus)
My whole life i just wanted to feel like the other kids smiling , laughing, hugging , I just wanted to feel loved, to never feel alone , been chasing it my whole life, gave what love I had to the ones who didn't deserve, hell they never even earned it
(verse 1)
I've been battling demons my whole life , Ive got bad memories that never fade , I've been emotionally handicapped and dragged through the mud,been stolen from and lied too sooo many times it's hard to believe whats said to me( SHES LYING TO ME !), cheated on and beat on, (just wanna be loved ) was made to believe this was just how people loved ( is this really love?) ,it didn't help when that's all i seen from the people that were supposed to be role models and teach us the different between right and wrong , as I sit back reminiscing, I realized the only love sent my way was drunking verbal and physical abuse ( I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS SHIT!!) not from strangers but from loved ones whose job it was to guide and protect us , this shit would of broken most (I don't know how I survived) only thing constant was loneliness my whole life , I used to sneak outside in the dark to get away from the hatred and dream of if I'd ever find people who loved me ( I just wanted to feel loved!), it didn't make no sense, that outta everyone, it seemed none saw me ( it's kike I'm invisible) shits crazy
(chorus)
My whole life i just wanted to feel like the other kids smiling , laughing, hugging , I just wanted to feel loved, to never feel alone , been chasing it my whole life, I gave what love I had to the ones who didn't deserve, hell they never even earned it
(verse 2)
Dating now oh how good it feels to get away from the pain and feel a little sane,i whisper sweet nothings in her ear (psssssss) feels great to have her near kissing in the pier I felt so amazing holding hands that I always wanted her near (chill tomorrow?) it's such a shame when you watch it disappear( OHHH,No) one day she's always there next minute she's lost her cell ( sorry bae I couldn't find my phone) it's always dieing never charged ( it died), trying to be different from where you began, slipped into drinking something fast different path but changing fast quickly becoming a Mirror fast ( have I become like them?). I sit and wonder where I'd be if it wasn't for those babies jeez , slowed me down but not enough ( sorry babies), spent more of life locked up then out( what a waste of life man) kids grew up I was never there (I missed everything) tried to show up but always failed ( damn ) I get in my feeling when im hitting the blunt ( puff puff passsssss) wondering why I made it back safe ( two o'd's multiple car crashes I should've died in ) when better than I have had to baer witness,
(chorus)
My whole life i just wanted to feel like the other kids smiling , laughing, hugging , I just wanted to feel loved, to never feel alone , been chasing it my whole life, gave what love I had to the ones who didn't deserve, hell they never even earned it
(verse 3)
My whole life's been disappointmens , I've never figured out why everyone who "loves me" never sticks around ( this shits crazy) ,gets to a point you don't even want love around ( FUCK LOVE!!!)it's easier to hurt others then try to keep them around ( leave if you leaving then) turning to drugs to make it through the day. helps numb the pain and most the sounds wake up weeks later with no one around ( where am I?), it's a damn shame my mother asked me " am I feeling proud?" ( are you proud honey?) been thinking for awhile I wanna turn it around but it's not easy to turn it all around I know I ain't perfect so many flaws just looking for something I've never ever found
(chorus)
My whole life i just wanted to feel like the other kids smiling , laughing, hugging , I just wanted to feel loved, to never feel alone , been chasing it my whole life, gave what love I had to the ones who didn't deserve, hell they never even earned it
(verse 4)
there it is , oh my , the most gorgeous woman I ever did see ( God daaaaamn look at that ass ) when she walked through that door I knew she had to be mine ( I need her in my life ) didn't know it at the time , but it was our time to shine ( this woman's amazing) changing each other bringing us back , tasting the love that both of us have lacked ( she makes me feel so loved ) we watch our smiles grow bigger by the day, as we show each other the way , motivationing the other to better ourselves, three months in and life's the best it's been ( I love this shit) she knows I've got her back and I'm all in we happy together and that's a big win
(chorus)
My whole life i just wanted to feel like the other kids smiling , laughing, hugging , I just wanted to feel loved, to never feel alone , been chasing it my whole life, gave what love I had to the ones who didn't deserve, hell they never even earned it