enough
Lyrics
Verse 1
Is the Earth flat or is it round?
Maybe that's why we're all so lost, just spinning around.
Is the debate really the question,
Or is every answer just another lesson?
Life...
Love...
Loss...
Pain...
Standing in the middle of another hurricane.
Chaos in my bloodstream,
Thunder in my head,
Trying to make peace with all the ghosts beneath my bed.
The rain keeps falling,
The storm won't quit,
Every time I climb the mountain,
I slide back down a bit.
Over...
Under...
Through my mind.
Like a Virgo love story on a roller coaster ride.
The do's and don'ts,
The yes's and no's,
The conversations buried underneath the silence nobody knows.
Words left hanging in the air,
Frustration in the room,
Watching flowers try to bloom inside a house consumed by gloom.
Pre-Chorus
I'm tired of pretending I'm okay,
Tired of smiling through the gray.
Tired of carrying everybody's weight,
While watching my own soul slowly break.
Chorus
Round or flat,
Wrong or right,
I'm just trying to survive another night.
Through the storms,
Through the pain,
Through the thunder in my brain.
Give to get,
That's what they said,
But I gave my all and watched it die instead.
Now I'm staring at the ashes,
Trying to understand...
Why every road I build
Turns back into sand.
Verse 2
Schizo thoughts running marathons,
Bipolar waves crashing on the shore.
One side says fight a little longer,
The other asks, "What for?"
I've been jailed by my decisions,
Locked inside regret.
Carrying scars from battles
That I never will forget.
Lost my parents.
Lost my way.
Lost pieces of myself
A little more each day.
Had friends who called when they were drowning,
I'd jump into the sea.
But when I started sinking,
There was nobody for me.
Family feuds.
Broken truths.
Apologies I wish I could've handed out to soothe.
Old wounds hidden under pride,
Anger I couldn't control.
Trying to patch the cracks together
Inside a fractured soul.
Pre-Chorus
And every mirror tells a story
About the man I used to be.
Some days I hate the reflection,
Some days I finally see.
Chorus
Round or flat,
Wrong or right,
I'm just trying to survive another night.
Through the storms,
Through the pain,
Through the thunder in my brain.
Give to get,
That's what they said,
But I gave my all and watched it die instead.
Now I'm staring at the ashes,
Trying to understand...
Why every road I build
Turns back into sand.
Verse 3
Michelle...
My sunflower.
My demoness.
My heaven and my hell.
The only name that echoes
When the silence starts to swell.
You became my north star,
Then became my storm.
The only place I ever felt safe,
And the place where I got torn.
Sometimes I see your pain,
Sometimes I see your fear.
Sometimes I think you're standing close,
But you're a thousand miles from here.
Maybe you're lost.
Maybe you're tired.
Maybe life has burned the dreams
That both of us admired.
Maybe control is just protection,
Built from old scars never healed.
Maybe behind every wall you built
Is a battlefield concealed.
I loved you through the darkness.
Loved you through the fight.
Loved you when the world went black
And there wasn't any light.
But somewhere in the chaos
The signal disappeared.
Now we're speaking different languages
Neither one of us can hear.
Bridge - Ren Style Spoken Section
What if the Earth isn't flat or round?
What if it's both?
What if perspective is the prison?
What if every person is standing on a different side of the same truth?
What if love isn't possession?
What if sacrifice doesn't come with receipts?
What if pain isn't punishment?
What if it's preparation?
What if the voices in your head aren't enemies?
What if they're wounded versions of yourself
Still begging to be heard?
And what if...
The person you're trying to save...
Is actually you?
Verse 4
VR worlds.
AI dreams.
Living in simulations and digital extremes.
Scrolling through realities
That blur what matters most.
Surrounded by connections
Yet feeling like a ghost.
Start again.
Done and gone.
Trying to find the strength
To carry on.
Direction unknown.
Destination unclear.
Following faith because logic disappeared.
And every time confusion settles in,
Clarity starts to rain.
Then clarity becomes another storm
And brings me back to pain.
Again and again.
Again and again.
The cycle repeats like a song with no end.
But maybe every breakdown
Is a doorway in disguise.
Maybe every tear that falls
Eventually clears the eyes.
Final Chorus
Round or flat,
Wrong or right,
I'm still standing here tonight.
Scarred and bruised,
Bent not broke,
Still finding truth inside the smoke.
Love and loss,
Fire and rain,
Learning how to dance with pain.
And if tomorrow never comes,
At least I'll know I tried.
To love completely. To give freely. To live honestly.
Even when it hurt inside.
Outro
So when my final chapter closes, And my last breath leaves my chest...
I won't ask if the Earth was flat.I won't ask if it was round.
I'll ask if I I loved hard enoughIf I forgaveIf I stood back up