
Took it out on you
by Torreishere
Lyrics
Intro
(…yeah…)
(look…)
Chorus
I ain't mean to hurt you, I was fightin' with myself
Took it out on you, now I'm losin' all my help
You the only one that ever showed me real love
Now I'm sittin' here alone, lookin' up above
I got problems, I admit it, I can't hide it
Wish I had control instead of always losin' guidance
You the greatest thing I ever had in life
And I hate myself for turnin' love into a fight
Verse 1
I was yellin', I was trippin', I was outta line
You was cryin', I ain't listen, I was blind inside
Had demons in my head, couldn't keep 'em quiet
Every time you needed peace, I brought a riot
You ain't deserve that pain, I know it's facts
All them nights you felt alone while I turned my back
Said I loved you, but my actions ain't match
Now I'm stuck with all this guilt I can't detach
You gave me somethin' I ain't never felt before
Real love, not that fake I was used to before
And I broke it with my anger, now it's on the floor
Now I'm prayin' you don't close that door
Chorus
I ain't mean to hurt you, I was fightin' with myself
Took it out on you, now I'm losin' all my help
You the only one that ever showed me real love
Now I'm sittin' here alone, lookin' up above
I got problems, I admit it, I can't hide it
Wish I had control instead of always losin' guidance
You the greatest thing I ever had in life
And I hate myself for turnin' love into a fight
Verse 2
I know I scared you, yeah, I see it in your eyes
Turned safe into a place you had to survive
That's the part that really cut me deep inside
'Cause you trusted me, and I let that die
I ain't proud of who I been, I gotta change
Can't keep blamin' all my past for all this pain
Gotta fix myself before I say your name
Or I'ma just keep causin' damage all the same
If you gone, I understand, I take the blame
Still I'm hopin' one day I can make it right again
Even if it's just to show you I improved
That your love ain't somethin' I abused
Bridge
(…yeah…)
I was lost, you was light, I ain't see it clear
Now it's dark, you ain't here, now it's all my fear
If I could rewind, I'd be different, I swear
But now I'm stuck with regret in the air
Chorus
I ain't mean to hurt you, I was fightin' with myself
Took it out on you, now I'm losin' all my help
You the only one that ever showed me real love
Now I'm sittin' here alone, lookin' up above
I got problems, I admit it, I can't hide it
Wish I had control instead of always losin' guidance
You the greatest thing I ever had in life
And I hate myself for turnin' love into a fight
Outro
(…I'm sorry…)
(…I ain't mean it…)
(…you deserved better…)
(yeah…)