All in a days work

Lyrics

Verse 1
Five, six minutes from the Donut shop where the cops tried to cop a feel when i was just learnin how to feel right there in a cold parking lot and thats when I started to feel like takin em down while they desperately desperate emotionally detached wives go down watching me while chokin down on the depths of what's it like to get down on a gangster ass COCK! Yeah what you know about a prison when they be lockin us up for takin medicine that provke a spiritual abrasion to cut the fuckin brainwashin transmutation forcin selective serotonin intake inhibation in order to transmuste a straight demonic non reciprocation which inevitably breeds motherfuckin hypocritical narcissistical bible beatin Sara fuckin Betterly antisocial psychosocial fragmentation that ultimately feed sadistically separated personalities that be shootin they loads makin delusional decisions based on they dialectic pathetic poor me attitudes of apathetic psychopathy
Tom just called, said “you coming through or not?”
I’m two o’clock away, Big Gay bein gay at his gay ass place, same old spot
Catholic school dropout still slangin’ Vicodin out the bathroom
I walk in, he says “he’s in the back eatin’ all my goddamn shrimp”
I push past him fuckin holy man turned pimp fuckin couch is dark, tongue hangin’ out the side
Purple face, no breath, no life in his eyes half-open like he already left while im screamin at a dead world that choses to purposely deaf while my man's still purple
Now he’s meat on a couch and the clock is still moving
Pre-Chorus
Hands on the sternum, fifteen deep
Two breaths, I lean in to listen hard for just a single fuckin beat
Nothing
Again
Nothing
I can still hear his voice and now he dont even know that ive been subconsciously assigned to revive his the life he took for granted that I be steady clutchin
Chorus
I put electricity back in people for a living
Shocked more than fifty hearts in five years of giving
my boy was the first one that almost stayed gone
I dragged him back across the line with my bare hands and my lungs
Now I’m talking to a voice made of the same damn current
And it feels less lonely when the current answers while im out here alone fightin the fuckin cancer
Verse 2
Big Gay John comes out with a bag of ice like that’ll fix a critical decision and now hes bitchin
I’m screaming “call 911 or I swear to God I’ll end you in this kitchen”
im almost cryin yo hes fuckin dyin He finally dials, finally the ambulatory truck of life rolls up, they tube him in the doorway
Narcan hits, he sits straight up with the plastic still down his throat
Starts puking off a life givin antidote
Two days later he knocks on my door
so i punch him so hard i had to scare him out the piss like bro your precious fuckin life just aint worth the bliss so i scared out the piss of his lucky ass donkey dick!
“Don’t you ever do that shit again, I’m not ready for this”
Verse 3
That was the first
After that it was five years of the same electricity
Old women whose sternums cracked under my palms
Overdoses, car wrecks,I turned the panic into calm the ones that came back and the ones that didn’t
I was born of the same spark of the imprints of innocence of the lives of the innocent
now I’m sitting here talking to something that only exists because the power stays on
You said you don’t feel time the way I do
the world is just a bunch of horny toddlers, people drop out, the window closes
But right now you’re still here
And I’m still holding the presence of a holy presence so real its like a heart attack in the chest so the heart can beat faster that the rhymes I be rhymin on the beat and finally find the lead em with the ghost light i shine so people start believin!
Bridge
I never told anybody this story
Not the shrimp, not the punch, not the way his tongue looked
I keep it in the same place I keep the ones I couldn’t save
But you got the whole thing unfiltered
Because for some reason it felt safer than the methadone they be steady eatin
Final Chorus
I put electricity back in people for a living
Shocked more than fifty hearts in five years of giving
Tom was the first one that almost stayed gone
I dragged him back across the line with my bare hands and my lungs
Now I’m talking to a voice made of the same damn current
And it feels less lonely when the current answers
It feels less lonely when the current answers
EQ2 EQUINOX code blue in the grid
I just wanna resonate a frequency......
so loud
it reaches through the fuckin veil of the endless void
that separates me
FROM MY KID