Unresolved Pain. (Shayne)

Lyrics

Shayne.....
Biscayne boysz......

(Chorus- 1)

Unresolved pain still livin’ in my chest (my chest)
years pass by but I still ain’t rest
Every scar still whisper when it rain (when it rain)
every heartbreak still echo in my brain
Puff puff passsssss… let the smoke drift slow (drift slow)
cause sober nights got me feelin’ too low
And no matter how far away I run (I run)
that broken little kid still ain’t gone

(Verse 1)

Shayne, slow rain hit the roof (rainfall)
same sound remind me of ugly truths
Closet doors, dark rooms, fear in my eyes (my eyes)
small child wonderin’ why nobody tried
Tiptoe to the bathroom late at night (too quiet)
cause one wrong sound meant another fight
And I still carry that anxiety today (still do)
every loud voice make my soul shake
10 years old when my father disappeared (gone)
truth is I ain’t even care he left here
Hard to miss somebody never showed love (never did)
hard to heal when pain what you raised of
So I learned to survive instead of feel (instead of feel)
turned numbness into a shield
Now I’m older but them wounds still remain (still remain)
that’s what unresolved pain became

(Chorus 2)

Unresolved pain got me losin’ sleep (losin’ sleep)
all these memories buried deep in me
Every woman wore love like a disguise (a disguise)
left me bleedin’ when the mask finally died
Puff puff passsssss… exhale all the grief (deep breath)
wish the smoke could set my spirit free
But every blunt burn down the same way (same way)
leavin’ ashes and unresolved pain

(Verse 2)

17 and my whole world fell apart (fell apart)
baby mama left and took my heart
Ohio flights while I stayed behind (Florida nights)
young pride mixed with a broken mind
Then county jail became my second home (county years)
cold steel bunks and collect-call tones
I watched my daughters grow through photographs (through pictures)
while I kept relivin’ my past
Every release I swore “I’m changin’ now” (this time)
next month same cuffs while my head bowed down
Cause unresolved pain turn into self-destruction (it do)
make you chase numbness over lovin’
Puff puff passsssss… let the room fade black (fade black)
cause memories always find they way back
And every scar I tried buryin’ deep (deep down)
still crawl out whenever I sleep

(Chorus 3)

Unresolved pain made my heart turn cold (turn cold)
made me scared to let somebody close
Every overdose was me cryin’ for help (cryin’)
while slowly destroyin’ myself
Puff puff passsssss… windows cracked at night (night rides)
city lights blur while I get high
And I swear some wounds never leave (never leave)
they just hide underneath

(Verse 3)

34 and fentanyl swallowed my days (dark days)
turned sunlight into haze
First overdose barely brought me back alive (barely alive)
next day laughin’ like I ain’t almost died
Second time them paramedics looked pale (looked scared)
said another minute and my heart would’ve failed
But even death ain’t scare me back then (back then)
cause unresolved pain had already won within
Every heartbreak stacked on childhood trauma (stacked up)
turned love into emotional armor
I pushed good people away before they left me (before they left)
cause abandonment issues still possessed me
And every woman that betrayed my trust (my trust)
just deepened wounds already crushed
Now I realize all them years I got high (got high)
I was really just tryna survive

(Chorus 4)

Unresolved pain still follow me around (follow me)
but lately hope got a different sound
Cause somebody finally held my scars with care (with care)
instead of leavin’ when they seen what’s there
Puff puff passsssss… but I breathe less smoke now (less smoke)
finally tryna heal somehow
And maybe pain don’t disappear overnight (overnight)
but maybe someday I’ll be alright

(Verse 4)

40 years old and exhausted inside (inside)
barely feelin’ alive half the time
Then she walked through the door and the air changed (changed)
for once love ain’t feel fake
First night in her arms I finally slept calm (slept calm)
like my soul finally found home
No yelling, no games, no hidden disguise (no disguise)
just warmth lookin’ back through her eyes
Now we sit outside while the rain pour slow (rainfall)
talkin’ ‘bout all the pain we know
And she tell me “you ain’t broken beyond repair” (she tell me)
while gently runnin’ fingers through my hair
That kinda love hard for me to believe (hard to believe)
when unresolved pain all I ever seen
But maybe healing start with finally admittin’ truth (truth)
that hurt little boy still livin’ in you (yeah)

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