RollSmoke’s Last Goodbye

Lyrics

Intro
Yeah
RollSmoke
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Verse 1
You were the one in a billion
I treated you less than a dime
Called you names in my anger
I was just losing my mind
I was too proud to say sorry
Thought I was big, I was small
Now I’m alone in this bedroom
Talking to cracks in the wall
Used to wake up to your breathing
Now it’s just ringing and smoke
I turned the best I could pray for
Into a stupid, cruel joke
I had the whole wide world in my hands
Dropped it right out of my grip
Now every “good morning” I hear
Feels like a lie on my lips

Chorus
I lost everything by lowering you
Broke my own heart when I broke you in two
You were the most I could get in this life
Now every day after you cuts like a knife
I can’t stop loving you
Can’t stop loving you (yeah)
Everything after is priceless pain
I keep on calling your name

Verse 2
Heartbroken boy in Bahrain
Walking in circles at night
Watching the cars on the highway
Wishing my wrongs could rewind
Scroll through our pictures in silence
You with that shine in your eyes
How did I trade all that heaven
Just for some stupid pride
I know I hurt you, I own it
Wish I could heal what I tore
You were my shelter in storms
I kicked you out of the door
Now I’m just RollSmoke and sorrow
Ashes all over my jeans
Trying to rap my way out
Of all these ruined dreams

Chorus
I lost everything by lowering you
Broke my own heart when I broke you in two
You were the most I could get in this life
Now every day after you cuts like a knife
I can’t stop loving you
Can’t stop loving you (oh)
Everything after is priceless pain
I keep on calling your name

Bridge
But maybe this hurt is a teacher
Maybe this fall makes me grow
I’ll learn to cherish who’s with me
Honor the love that they show
If you remember me later
I hope you think “yeah, he changed”
I’m gonna rise from this breaking
Carry your name in my veins (yeah)

Chorus
I lost everything by lowering you
Broke my own heart when I broke you in two
You were the most I could get in this life
Now every day after you cuts like a knife
I can’t stop loving you
Can’t stop loving you (hey)
Everything after is priceless pain
But I’ll turn this hurt into flame

Outro
Heartbroken, but I’m still breathing
RollSmoke, but I’m still healing