" I Always Remember" ( Lane Grillzz)

Lyrics

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(intro)
Lane Grillzz vibe.....
(vinyl crackle...)
(haunting piano...)
Yeah... (yeah...)
I always remember... (always remember...)
Funny how they tell the story different... (so different...)
Like I'm supposed to smile about it... (shit ani't funny...)

(verse 1)

You tell me stories like it's somethin' cute (you for real?)
Like somehow I'm supposed to be proud of you (proud of you)
Talkin' 'bout some guy bought drinks all night (hmmm?)
And somehow that's supposed to make everything alright (bitch crazy)

Then you say, "Don't worry, I told him I'm married" (her ring was off )
Like that's the part that's supposed to make my Ass happy (happy?)
But all I'm hearin' is you entertained the game (playin fuckin games)
Then wanna act surprised when I ain't thinkin' the same (this fucked up)

Maybe I'm trippin', maybe I'm not (am I right or wrong?)
But respect ain't somethin' that should be forgot (fuckin right)
You tell the story laughin' like it's no big deal (she don't care)
While I'm sittin' there wonderin' how I'm supposed to feel (mad as fuck inside)

(chorus)

That's why I always remember... ( never forget...)
Every little thing that felt strange (I seen it...)
Every story that didn't sit right (nothing added up...)
Every time the energy changed (it changed...)

I always remember... (it's stuck in my brain...)
Every excuse and every disguise (chameleons...)
'Cause loyalty ain't just what you say (what you say...)
It's what you do when nobody's watchin' you (behind my back...)

(verse 2)

Then somehow I'm the one that's insecure (you serious?)
For askin' questions I deserve answers for (tell the truth)
Funny how accountability disappear (she always right)
Soon as somebody don't wanna hear (don't wanna hear)

You tell me calm down, tell me I'm overreactin' (shits crazy)
While I'm lookin' at the pattern behind the actions (what if it was me?)
Maybe it ain't one thing, maybe it's all combined (supposed to have my back)
A thousand little moments stackin' in my mind (right behind my eyes)

And every time I speak, somehow it's all my fault (hahahahaha)
Like communication suddenly turn to assault (attacking me)
I ain't perfect, I admit my mistakes (I ani't perfect)
But don't pretend I'm crazy for the conclusions I make (I ani't crazy)

(chorus)

That's why I always remember... (remember that shit...)
Every little thing that felt strange (soooo strange...)
Every story that didn't sit right (it's not adding up...)
Every time the energy changed (i felt that shit...)

I always remember... (always...)
Every excuse and every disguise (chameleons...)
'Cause loyalty ain't just what you say (out ya mouth...)
It's what you do when nobody's watchin' you (when nobody around...)

(verse 3)

Seems like every argument end the same way (why I try?)
Me explainin', you explainin' it away (away)
Like somehow intentions erase the result (hell naw)
Like somehow confusion means nobody at fault (at fault)

I remember every promise and every claim (all them lies)
Every time you swore you weren't playin' games (fuckin bitch)
Then the actions start tellin' a different story (completely different)
And somehow that part never make the summary (shiiit)

Maybe that's why trust don't grow like before (shits hard)
Too many cracks in the floor beneath the door (soooo many)
Too many moments I tried to overlook (right in my face)
Till reality finally forced me to look (I seen it all)

(chorus)

That's why I always remember... (always remember...)
Every little thing that felt strange (so damn strange...)
Every story that didn't sit right (wasn't right...)
Every time the energy changed (shit changed...)

I always remember... (remember that shit...)
Every excuse and every disguise (chameleons...)
'Cause loyalty ain't just what you say (what you fuckin say...)
It's what you do when nobody's watchin' you (behind my back...)

(verse 4)

Now I move slower when somebody speak (listen closely)
Listen to actions more than what they preach (actions speak louder)
'Cause words sound beautiful when they rehearsed (like a play)
But patterns reveal the truth at its fuckin worst ( its worst)

And maybe that's the lesson I learned from it all (lessons learned )
Trust ain't built by catchin' somebody when they fall (when they fall)
It's built in the moments nobody else see (when I ani't lookin)
That's where loyalty prove what it's gon' be (if it's ride or die )

So if I seem distant, now you know why (know why)
Too many half-truths hidden behind a smile (there fuckin smile)
And every time I think about the past again (past again)
One thing echo in my head...

(outro)

I always remember... (always remember...)
The stories... (the stories...)
The excuses... (the excuses...)
The way things never quite added up... (added up...)

(vinyl crackle fades...)
(haunting piano fades...)

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