Puff Puff passssss ( Shayne)

Lyrics

Shayne.......
(Puff Puff passssss........)

(Chorus 1)

Puff puff passsssss… let the smoke fill my chest (fill my chest)
tryna quiet all the hurt I never confessed
Every memory still bleedin’ through my mind (my mind)
so I stay gettin’ high just to survive
Puff puff passsssss… ashes fall like rain (fallin’)
all these scars still runnin’ through my veins
And for a couple seconds I can breathe again (breathe again)
before reality come crashin’ in

(Verse 1)

I remember bein’ small hidin’ tears in the dark (in the dark)
listenin’ to grown folks tearin’ life apart
Tiptoe to the bathroom barely makin’ noise (quiet now)
cause fear stole the childhood from that little boy
Closet doors shut while I cried alone (alone)
prayin’ somebody someday take me home
But nights got colder as the years went by (went by)
started sneakin’ outside just to stare at the sky
Wonderin’ if them stars felt pain too (pain too)
wonderin’ if anybody else hurt like I do
That loneliness sat deep inside my chest (too deep)
made me feel like I deserved less
Now every blunt I light remind me of them nights (them nights)
when smokin’ felt like the only peace in sight
Puff puff passsssss (hold it in)
wish I could exhale all the hurt within

(Chorus 2)

Puff puff passsssss… let my soul drift slow (drift slow)
cause sober thoughts too heavy to hold
Every heartbreak still echo through my bones (through my bones)
every loss still make this house feel cold
Puff puff passsssss… windows fogged at night (night rides)
tryna smoke away the tears from my eyes
But no matter how high I get these days (these days)
the pain always find its way back

(Verse 2)

Fresh 18 with them handcuffs bitin’ skin (cold steel)
every reckless choice pulled me deeper in
Gray walls, loud pods, guards yellin’ names (line up)
every single day started feelin’ the same
I watched seasons pass through a tiny glass square (tiny window)
while my babies grew and I wasn’t there
Phone pressed tight hearin’ sadness in they tone (hello?)
askin’ if daddy ever comin’ home
That pain sat heavy like bricks on my chest (too heavy)
cause I knew they deserved better than this mess
Every time I touched freedom I got high again (high again)
tryna outrun all the guilt within
Puff puff passsssss (hold the smoke)
let the numbness wrap around my soul
But every blunt burned down to memories and shame (same pain)
and them county nights still carved in my brain

(Chorus 3)

Puff puff passsssss… let the room spin slow (spin slow)
cause I don’t wanna feel this hurt no more
Every overdose still replay in my head (my head)
all them nights I almost woke up dead
Puff puff passsssss… numb me for tonight (tonight)
cause memories too loud when I close my eyes
And I swear some days I’m scared to sleep (scared to sleep)
cause pain feel deeper in my dreams

(Verse 3)

33 years old and my whole world collapsed (collapsed)
trusted somebody who vanished too fast
She took my heart and every dollar I made (everything)
left me empty while I slept in pain
Then fentanyl nights swallowed all my days (all my days)
sunlight disappeared into haze
First overdose left me gaspin’ for breath (barely alive)
still somehow I joked about death
Second time them paramedics looked afraid (looked scared)
one whispered “he almost faded away”
And that line still echo through my chest (still echo)
cause I really ain’t cared if I lived then
Puff puff passsssss (blow it out)
smoke clouds fill the whole house
But deep down I knew I was cryin’ for help (cryin’)
while slowly killin’ myself

(Chorus 4)

Puff puff passsssss… but the smoke fade fast (fade away)
and eventually you gotta face your past
Every scar still livin’ underneath my skin (underneath)
every wound still ache within
Puff puff passsssss… one more to the sky (to the sky)
thankin’ God somehow I’m still alive
Cause maybe all this pain ain’t who I am (nah)
maybe I still got a chance again

(Verse 4)

40 years old barely feelin’ awake (numb soul)
just existin’, barely makin’ it day to day
Then she walked through that door and my heartbeat changed (heartbeat changed)
felt warmth run through my veins
First night in her arms I finally felt safe (safe)
like somebody actually wanted me to stay
No yelling, no chaos, no games involved (no games)
just peace when the darkness called
Now we sit outside while the rain fall slow (rainfall)
she hold my hand while I let pain go
Puff puff passsssss (pass it here)
for once the smoke ain’t hidin’ fear
Cause she looked past every scar I hide (every scar)
and somehow made me wanna stay alive

(Outro)

And maybe I’ll always carry them nights with me…
the closets… the county cells… the overdoses…
the heartbreak…
Maybe some wounds never fully close…
But for the first time in my life…
when I look up at them stars…
I don’t ask “why me?” anymore…
I just breathe…
Puff puff passsssss…
and thank God I made it this far…