I Do It Every Time. ( Khris P)

Lyrics

Khris P vibe ......

(Intro)

(Yeah...)
(Mmm...)
Damn...
How I fuck it up this bad again? (again...)
Why I do this every time? (every time...)
Yeah...

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Verse 1

Can't believe I fucked it up this bad again (this bad again)
Seems like every time somebody loves me, that's the end (that's the end)
Even when they fight to stay, I somehow make 'em leave (make 'em leave)
Push away the only people that ever believed in me (believed in me)

Now I'm sittin' here starin' at the ceiling in the dark (in the dark)
Tryna figure out when everything fell apart (fell apart)
You kept tellin' me you wasn't goin' nowhere (nowhere)
But I was too busy fightin' ghosts that wasn't there (wasn't there)

Now the house feel empty, every room got your scent (your scent)
And I'd trade everything just to do it different (different)
But the past don't rewind no matter how bad I pray (I pray)
So I'm left with the memories and mistakes (mistakes)

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Chorus

I do it every time... (every time)
Run away from the good things in my life (my life)
Then I sit alone wonderin' why (wonderin' why)
Everything I love says goodbye (goodbye)

I do it every time... (every time)
Turn sunshine into rain somehow (somehow)
Now I'm missin' what I had right then (right then)
Wish I could hold it all right now (right now)

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Verse 2

I miss the way you looked at me with those eyes (those eyes)
That smile could melt a heart made out of ice (out of ice)
The kind that made bad days disappear (disappear)
The kind that made me wanna stay right here (right here)

And them kids runnin' through the house laughin' loud (laughin' loud)
Smiles on their faces, joy all around (all around)
For the first time in a long time I felt alive (alive)
Like maybe this broken soul could finally survive (survive)

I remember every little thing now (little thing)
The way you'd grab my hand when no one was around (around)
The way we'd sit and talk about forever and dreams (our dreams)
Funny how forever ain't forever as it seems (nah)

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Chorus

I do it every time... (every time)
Run away from the good things in my life (my life)
Then I sit alone wonderin' why (wonderin' why)
Everything I love says goodbye (goodbye)

I do it every time... (every time)
Turn sunshine into rain somehow (somehow)
Now I'm missin' what I had right then (right then)
Wish I could hold it all right now (right now)

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Verse 3

Like a damn fool I took another dive (another dive)
Had everything I wanted right there by my side (by my side)
A woman that loved me, a place that felt like home (felt like home)
Now all I got is echoes when I'm sittin' here alone (alone)

I chased 'em all away like a fuckin' idiot (idiot)
Now the silence got me payin' for every bit of it (every bit)
Every laugh, every hug, every moment I ignored (ignored)
Every time you reached for me and I shut the door (the door)

And maybe one day I'll finally understand (understand)
Why I destroy the things I always wanted in my hands (in my hands)
But tonight I'm just another broken man (broken man)
Missin' the family that I should've never ran from... (never ran...)

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(Outro)

Can't believe I fucked it up this bad... (this bad...)
Again...
(Mmm...)

I do it every time...
Every damn time...

Yeah...

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