my crash out

Lyrics

Pressure keep building, I been holding it in,
Every fake smile feels thinner than skin.
They keep pushing like they don't know my name,
Now they're shocked when I don't play the game.
I'm tired of talking, tired of pretending,
Every bad day got another ending.
Heart beat fast, mind running wild,
Lost my peace, ain't felt it in a while.
Pre-Chorus
I'm one breath from losing control,
Trying to keep my hands on my soul.
Everything loud, everything wrong,
Been carrying this weight for way too long.
Chorus
I'm about to crash out, feel it in my veins,
Thunder in my head like a hundred trains.
Got anger in my chest, fire in my eyes,
Trying not to let the worst of me decide.
I'm about to crash out, screaming at the sky,
Asking myself how I got this high.
One more push and I might break down,
Trying to stand while the world spins 'round.
Verse 2
Everybody talking like they know my pain,
Never walked a mile through this pouring rain.
Built from scars, stitched with pride,
Still got demons that I try to hide.
Every setback turned into fuel,
Every betrayal rewrote the rules.
I'm not perfect, never claimed to be,
Just fighting every side of me.
Bridge
I won't let the anger write my fate,
Even when it tells me it's too late.
I'll face the storm instead of running blind,
Leave the worst of yesterday behind.
Final Chorus
I'm about to crash out, but I know this truth,
Anger ain't the only thing that gets me through.
I'll carry the fire without letting it burn,
Because every hard lesson gives something to learn.Patience getting thinner every day I wake,
Too much on my shoulders, that's a lot to take.
I've been biting my tongue, keeping my cool,
Now I'm done letting people play me for a fool.
Every scar got a story, every bruise got a name,
Walking through the fire but I still stay the same.
Heavy on my mind, heavy on my chest,
Trying to stay calm while I'm put to the test.
Chorus
I'm about to crash out, pressure at its peak,
Been carrying this weight every single week.
I'm still standing, even when I'm worn,
Trying to find the light through another storm.
Verse 4
I've been counting losses, looking for a win,
Trying to find some peace underneath my skin.
People throw opinions like they know my road,
They don't feel the pressure from the load I hold.
I'm still moving forward, even through the doubt,
Learning what resilience is really about.
Every closed door made me build my own,
Now I'm standing stronger than I've ever known.
Outro
If I'm on the edge, I'll take one step back,
Keep my head up and stay on track.
The fire inside can help me grow,
It's up to me which way I go.Clock keep ticking, I ain't got no breaks,
Too many moves, too many mistakes.
People keep talking like they know my lane,
But they never carried all this weight and pain.
Built from the struggle, I was raised to fight,
Stayed on my grind through the longest nights.
Every setback only sharpened my drive,
Still standing tall, still trying to survive.
Pre-Chorus
Mind going fast, trying to stay composed,
Every chapter ends, another one unfolds.
I won't let the pressure tell me who to be,
I'm chasing something bigger than what they can see.
Chorus
Feel like I'm crashing out, the pressure won't quit,
Standing in the storm, but I won't submit.
I've been through the lows, now I'm reaching high,
Keeping my focus with my head to the sky.
Verse 6
No handouts, I earned every step,
Paid my dues and I ain't done yet.
Dreams in my pocket, scars on my sleeve,
Still got faith in what I can achieve.
When the smoke clears and the night's all gone,
I'll still be here, still moving on.
Every hard lesson turned into strength,
I'm willing to go whatever"Crash Mode"

Verse 1
I've been stacking every dollar like my life depend on it,
Pressure on my shoulders, got me moving militant.
Smoke in the air while I'm staring at the ceiling,
Trying to calm the storm but I still feel the tension building.

Everybody talking loud, ain't nobody lived my days,
Had to learn the hard way walking through a maze.
Pain made a monster, but I keep him in a cage,
One bad decision could rewrite the whole page.

Pre-Chorus
Heart beating fast, mind running laps,
Trying to stay focused, can't fall in the trap.
Money on my mind, got a future to protect,
Can't let one bad night erase all my respect.

Chorus
I'm in crash mode, fighting with my own soul,
Smoke in the night while the city stay cold.
Eyes on the prize, I can't fold for the moment,
Built from the struggle, every scar is a component.

Crash mode, but I won't lose control,
Counting every blessing while I'm chasing every goal.
They don't know the battles that I fight on my own,
Still standing tall even when I'm all alone.

Verse 2
Bills keep coming, dreams keep calling my name,
Everybody wants the shine, few survive the flame.
Rolling through the darkness, trying to find some peace,
Learning real strength is knowing when to leave.

Mama said patience, streets said strike first,
Had to choose wisdom over making it worse.
Now I'm writing every feeling