I Remember. ( Backstreet)

Lyrics

[Intro)

Backstreet fuck boi
(I remember…)
Yeah…
Fast life… cold nights… (cold nights)
Backstreet pain…
Woo…

Verse 1

I remember cold floors, no heat in the house (in the house)
Mama stressin’ every day tryna figure it out (figure it out)
Sirens outside while I stared through blinds (through blinds)
Young soul already damaged inside (inside)
I remember fake love switched up quick (switched up quick)
People say forever then disappear quick (nah)
Had my back against the wall so much (so much)
Started trustin’ pain more than us (facts)
I remember nights I ain’t sleep at all (at all)
Demons in my head had me ready to fall (fall)
But Backstreet blood made me stand back tall (stand back tall)
Even when life wanted me gone (woo)

Chorus 1

I remember… (remember)
Every scar that made my heart cold (heart cold)
Every dark road I walked alone (walked alone)
Still somehow I never fold (nah)
I remember… (remember)
People doubted me when I was down (I was down)
Now they watch me from the sidelines (sidelines)
While I wear this pain like a crown (yeah)

Verse 2

I remember funerals and black dress clothes (dress clothes)
Tears on faces while the church stayed cold (stayed cold)
Too many people gone way too young (too young)
That pain still echo through my lungs (woo)
I remember hunger and empty plates (empty plates)
Late-night stress had me filled with rage (with rage)
Tryna survive where the weak get crushed (get crushed)
That’s why my heart don’t trust much (facts)
I remember women say they’d never leave (never leave)
Then switched sides when I needed peace (needed peace)
So I learned how to move alone in silence (in silence)
With pain and ambition mixed with violence (yeah)

Chorus 2

I remember… (remember)
Rainy nights with tears in my eyes (my eyes)
Askin’ God why life this hard (life this hard)
While I’m barely survivin’ inside (woo)
I remember… (remember)
All the pressure stacked on my chest (my chest)
But Backstreet built from struggle and scars (struggle and scars)
So I never gave less (nah)

Verse 3

I remember bein’ broke with no hope at all (hope at all)
Watchin’ everybody else stand tall (stand tall)
Felt invisible in a crowded room (crowded room)
Like darkness followed me everywhere I moved (woo)
I remember every betrayal clear (clear)
Every fake smile, every fake cheer (fake cheer)
People love you till your light shine bright (shine bright)
Then they pray you lose every fight (facts)
But I stayed ten toes through every storm (every storm)
Cold nights slowly transformed (transformed)
Pain turned my soul into armor and steel (armor and steel)
Now my scars too deep to heal (yeah)

Chorus 3

I remember… (remember)
Every lonely night I cried alone (cried alone)
Tryna act strong for the world outside (world outside)
While my soul felt gone (woo)
I remember… (remember)
Being doubted by everybody close (everybody close)
Now I stand above the hate (above the hate)
Cause I survived the most (facts)

Verse 4

I remember days I almost gave in (gave in)
Pain so deep I ain’t see no win (no win)
But somethin’ inside kept pushin’ me hard (pushin’ me hard)
Even with a broken heart and scars (woo)
I remember people laughin’ at dreams (at dreams)
Now they watch me glow through the beams (through the beams)
Funny how success change opinions quick (opinions quick)
Now they act like they knew from the rip (nah)
Still I carry every wound inside (inside)
Every dark memory I can’t hide (can’t hide)
Backstreet spirit made from survival nights (survival nights)
Now I tear through life despite it (yeah)

Chorus 4 / Outro

I remember… (remember)
Everything that tried break my soul (break my soul)
Every setback, every heartbreak (heartbreak)
Still I never lost control (woo)
I remember… (remember)
Backstreet nights and painful days (painful days)
Now I wear my scars with pride (scars with pride)
Cause they made me who I am today… (yeah…)