An Ending or A Beginning
Lyrics
[Intro] [Calm, Questioning]
'An Ending or a Beginning?'
A song By Escaping Reality or By Seth Chaney?
This isn't an intro dis'is jist da way muh brain likes thinking..
Ending everything is so tempting, to escape reality and find what I've been missing.
Is death an ending or is it the beginning of living?
Is living just a feeling and death is really the meaning?
What is the beginning? What is the Ending?
Want to share your opinion?
*Because I'm listening*
Crazy Understandable Rap
I'm listening, I'm listening.
*I'm listening* *I'm listening*
*I'm* *I'm* *I'm* *I'm Escaping*
I'm not listenin I'm fadin day'dreamin my way back to'da beginnin so I can end it'all'quickly life is sickenin so much screamin ya feel'me I'm leavin escapin reality I'm finished need'a break'ta replenish for'a minute [Deep Breath]
I'm winded, I'm shiftin, I'm spittin linguistics wit intelligents, I'm not slippin, I'm not mumblin, I'm...
*I'm somethin?* *Or am I nothin?*
Fuuu shiii. life's'a biii.
*Was I cussing?* *Was I just fussing?*
*You call this a blessing?*
*I call it depressing*
*Ending everything is so tempting, to escape reality and find what I've been missing.*
*Is death an ending or is it the beginning of living?*
*Is living just a feeling and death is really the meaning?*
*What is the beginning? What is the Ending?*
Want to share your opinion?
*Because I'm listening*
Calm, Questioning
*Wait, Wait, Wait*
Is this?...
The Ending or are we at the Beginning?
*I'm confused*
Is this?...
A song By Escaping Reality or By Seth Chaney?
*Oh, Right*
Silly me..
This isn't an ending dis'is jist da way muh brain keeps breaking when I'm concentrating on thinking about making something amazing my head goes crazy and I'm too lazy ta erase da mistakes I keep makin, no more replacin or extra empty spaces for words ta be misplaced in, I'm pavin'a way in'to'da new grave dis beat shapin, I'm laced up, got Seth taped up, let's tear da'race up, pull da mask down, show'da scarred face around, see who abandons town now.
[Spooky Deep Distorted Disturbing Horrifying Voice]
*Welcome* *To* *The* *Ending*
*Now* *You* *Can* *Stop* *Complaining* *Wasting*
*Imitating* *And Maintaining*
*Patience* *While* *Pacing*
*Facing* *How* *My* *Mind* *Keeps*
*Relapsing* *Back* *To* *The*
*BEGINNING!**BEGINNING* *BEGINNING*
BACK TO THE BEGINNING!
[Insane Fast Rap — Gradually Building Into Distorted Horror]
Here'we'are'at'da beginnin again I'm'pretendin I'm'mendin I'm'bendin da endin, da endin's da beginnin I'm trapped in'a'cycle I'can't'finish song full'of distorted mental contortions reflections morphin proportions, I'm cautiously crossin'da'line'of disportions reforming tryin'ta perform but my thoughts are too torturous for'a performance their endless'abortions'of'every'idea before it'is born I'm mentally'torn emotionally'worn, I've been reborn but I wish I'd never been formed—
*WAIT!*
Did I just say dat?
Can we take dat back?
Put da'words in'a sack throw da whole ting'till'it cracks'inta'black while'I'm attackin dis track my brain's in'a panic state of whiplash.
*Having a panic attack*
*Trynna figure out where I'm at!*
WHO AM I? What was that? *Are we back?*
LO-FI
The question keeps repeatin.
My reflection's barely breathin.
Every time I think I'm leavin.
I get pulled back to the beginning.
Every ending starts a new sequence.
Ending everything is so tempting, to escape reality and find what I've been missing.
Is death an ending or is it the beginning of living?
Is living just a feeling and death is really the meaning?
What is the beginning? What is the Ending?
Want to share your opinion?
*Because I'm listening*
Confused
*Wait, Wait, Wait?*
Is this?
The Ending or are we at the Beginning?
*I'm confused*
Is this?
A song By Escaping Reality or By Seth Chaney?
*Oh, Right*
Silly me..
That question keeps repeating.
Every time I think I'm leaving.
I get pulled back to the beginning.
But this is just the extended ending..
*Now I'm really finished*
Thank you for listening, but now you need therapy.