Enough For Anyone

Lyrics

Verse 1
I count the people on my fingers
Like loose change in my coat
Got a trophy on my dresser
Still I feel like I'm a joke
Mirror says I'm shining
But my heart calls it a lie
I win the game on Friday
Then go home and want to cry

Chorus
Why do I want more than I've been given
More friends
More love
More reasons to stay living
I’m already golden
Already strong
But I’m scared I’m not enough for anyone
You say I’m perfect
I still fold
Chasing versions I can’t hold
If I’m so special like you swear
Why’s there always something missing in the air

Verse 2
He used to text me just to tell me
Every thought inside his head
Now the typing dots are quiet
Feels like talking to the dead
She used to laugh and grab my hand
Drag me out to chase the sun
Now she’s liking other pictures
I’m the last
I’m the forgotten one

Chorus
Why do I want more than I’ve been given
More friends
More love
More reasons to stay living
I’m already golden
Already strong
But I’m scared I’m not enough for anyone
You say I’m perfect
I still fold
Chasing versions I can’t hold
If I’m so special like you swear
Why’s there always something missing in the air

Bridge
I ace the test
They clap and cheer (yeah)
I still feel second best in here
I run the fastest
Hit the mark
Still terrified you’ll choose the dark
Over me
Over us
Over all the little things we built from trust
I feel you slipping like water through my hands
And I don't know who I am

Chorus
Why do I want more than I’ve been given
More friends
More love
More reasons to stay living
I’m already golden
Already strong
But I’m scared I’m not enough for anyone
You say I’m perfect
I still cry
Late at night and I don’t know why
If I’m so beautiful
So bright
Why am I so scared you’ll walk out of my life