Hell Of A Ride...

Lyrics

Verse 1
The silence is way too loud (Too loud)
The echo is way too long (Too long)
The soul wonders what went wrong (It’s all wrong)
Division was the monster in the room (All Along)
A broken system tricking broken people (Looshing us until we're gone)
Inhale exhale go slow
As within and so without
As above so below
Right here and right now I summon my inner shadow
The one locked behind suppressed memory doors
The little echo of yourself you end up needing the most (Don’t be scared here)
While the path was always blurry even when it was near
I resigned as a star in the Dark Angel Theater
Finally found a secret exit but I needed the code
So I took a different trip down the astral tunnel road
I once lived as a witness who was silenced and just loathed
Unknowingly controlled by hungry wolves in sheep’s clothes
Always being shamed for being so damaged yet so bold
Took back my sovereignty right when they thought I would fold (For the light in the dark) (A left-handed scapegoat in from the cold)

Verse 2
The ego a pre-written part they stapled into your mind
A hidden leash around your throat to pull you back in line
Must wear a mask of hate and desperation to join the ride
Pushing you down to nothing until you’ll fight their fight
While they keep your realest pieces far out of your sight
Look into the inverted glass look past the parasitic pride
The shadow isn’t evil no it’s the frozen fire left inside
The ego is your neon sign that blinks erratically to the city
The shadow only wants some light to be set free (To be seen)
There’s a little voice inside it sparks a shimmer when alone
Just seek within the mirror and without the toxic mold
Dancing with my shadow becoming Sih-zyh-gee
Unlocking every damn door that they all hid from me

Verse 3
We wake up in a loop inside the Perfect Code
Growing up in divided groups a syncronic overload
They wiped our minds of what we knew and lied about what was real
Chained anchors to our backs cursed our time to loop on a wheel
Greed Lust and Power are the Narcissists Control
It's all opening my mind now Like a dusty window
Rising from the dust as I clear out the haunted attic
Trying to rid my life of this awful Grey man static (Finding the cracks revealing the tricks)

Pre-Chorus
A twist of fate and a neon sign (To make me whole on this one last ride)
An empty highway a midnight drive (All the questions keeping me alive)
Now don’t look back while you shift gears into reverse
To my shattering or bust (Just to wipe away this curse)
A circuit starts to tingle from underneath your skin
Your hair is standing up because the veil’s so thin

Chorus
Transmuting all my trauma into Alchemy laced rythms
Word-play disguising truth too avoid alerting any systems
We’re breaking through the artic wall built with old world lies
Putting on those rose-colored glasses that I once despised
Blowing whistles on illusions a fallen angel enterprise
I wouldn't believe it either if I hadn't seen with my own eyes
We always loop around another war nobody wins
Once upon a time they infiltrated our trust from within
Replaced our knowledge with their scripts now everything's a sin
We got separated from God and have been fooled ever since
No more holy reprimands that road was so atrocious
I had to take a scary drive all because I didn’t gnosiss

Bridge
A slow dance through the hidden galaxy
While holding hands with little shadow Me
Facing every fear to find the perfect harmony
A dance battle with my own ghost
Into the inverted mirror side I go
Learning who I am in full reverse now
’Cause I never got a chance to know
Even though I know I'll be alright in time
I'm getting off this HELL of a ride
I’ll find out where my shadow hides
Even if I have to drive all damn night

Final Chorus
We're burning out of this matrix dream
This upside down world has seen stranger things
Nothing in this world is as it seems
Says the mirrors made of mercury (Mirrors made of mercury)
First you move with intention then you pulse beyond dimension
A cosmic ghost echo a digital phantom (A digital phantom)
A spirit and its shadow dancing in tandem
Seek your divine light just pure sensation
No external sources
No more need for validation (Validation)

Outro
The neon smoke is starting to bend
My long-lost ghost is back home again
This encrypted song is a getaway plan
The broken law of Ma'at shuffled through hidden hands
I was once a stranger to my own show
But the more you question the more you know (You're going to be okay though)
Now watch the seeds bloom where my hurt used to grow
End