
finding where I belong
by A Kienas
Lyrics
[Intro - hazy lo-fi crackle, distant rain samples, soft vinyl static]
Whispers in the wind, where do I go?
Lost between the trees, shadows grow...
[Verse 1 - muffled acoustic strums, breathy male vocals, subtle tape warble]
Wandering through the forest, branches claw my skin
Problems left and right, pulling me thin
School bells echo hollow, home feels like a cage
Chasing where I belong, but it's all a stage
[Pre-Chorus - rising reverb swells, layered whispers, slowing heartbeat pulse]
Want him close but push away, heart's a battlefield
Dying for connection, but the pain's too real
[Chorus - warm lo-fi beats, melancholic piano chords, echoed falsetto harmonies]
Finding where I belong, in the dark I roam
Death whispers softly, calls me home
Forest hides my secrets, roots tangle my feet
Torn between the wanting, and the sweet defeat
[Verse 2 - sparse chillwave synths, drowsy double-tracked vocals, faint bird samples]
Homework piles like graves, family's eyes accuse
Love's a ghost I chase, but I always lose
Run to the woods for peace, leaves crunch under grief
Breathing in the silence, flirting with relief
[Pre-Chorus - building tape hiss, intimate vocal cracks, subtle string drones]
Pull me in, then let me fall, this heart's divided war
School and home and her, all closing every door
[Chorus - warm lo-fi beats swell, melancholic piano chords, echoed falsetto harmonies with ad-lib sighs]
Finding where I belong, in the dark I roam
Death whispers softly, calls me home
Forest hides my secrets, roots tangle my feet
Torn between the wanting, and the sweet defeat
[Bridge - stripped to ambient field recordings, bare whispered vocals, forest wind and distant thunder]
Maybe in the earth, I'll finally rest...
No more left and right, just quiet nest...
[Outro - fading lo-fi haze, dissolving piano echoes, vinyl scratch fade-out]
Where I belong... where I belong... (echoing into silence)