Mad Inside ( Khris P)

Lyrics

[Intro)

(Khris P vibe)
Yeah…
Vinyl crackle in the background… (mmm)
I know I hurt you sometimes…
And I swear I don’t mean to… (don’t mean to)

(Verse 1)

Girl, I’m sorry for the way I act (way I act)
Sometimes my emotions make me snap (make me snap)
You give me love, I give you attitude (attitude)
Then hate myself for what I put you through (put you through)
And you the happiest thing I ever had (ever had)
But somehow I’m still so mad (so mad)
Like there’s a war inside my chest (inside my chest)
And I can’t even get no rest (ooooh)

(Chorus 1)

I just wanna love you right… (love you right)
But I keep messin’ up the vibe (messin’ up)
Every time we get close… (get close)
Something in me start a fight (a fight)
I don’t wanna hurt you, baby (hurt you, baby)
I’m just fightin’ somethin’ deep inside (inside)
And I swear that I been tryin’… (I been tryin’)
But I’m still so mad inside (mad inside)

(verse 2)

Late night, starin’ at the ceiling fan (ceiling fan)
Tryna understand the man I am (man I am)
Why love feel so hard to hold? (hard to hold)
Why anger got such control? (control)
You kiss my face when I’m breakin’ down (breakin’ down)
Still somehow I let you down (let you down)
And every tear inside your eyes (your eyes)
Make me hate who I become sometimes (sometimes)

(Chorus 2)

I just wanna make you smile… (make you smile)
Instead of givin’ you this pain (this pain)
You deserve somebody softer… (somebody softer)
Not somebody full of rain (full of rain)
But every time I open up… (open up)
My broken pieces fall apart (fall apart)
And I don’t know why I’m angry… (why I’m angry)
When you the peace inside my heart (my heart)

(Verse 3)

Maybe I got wounds I never healed (never healed)
Maybe all this pressure too real (too real)
‘Cause when I look into your soul (your soul)
I know you only want me whole (want me whole)
And I’m scared one day you’ll leave (you’ll leave)
Tired of carryin’ all of me (all of me)
Tired of hearin’ “I’m sorry” again (sorry again)
After every time I let emotions win (ooooh)

(Chorus 3)

I don’t mean the words I say… (words I say)
When my anger take control (take control)
Truth is I’m terrified… (terrified)
Of losin’ the one I love the most (love the most)
So if you stay through this storm… (through this storm)
I promise I’ll keep tryin’ (keep tryin’)
‘Cause nobody ever made me happier… (happier)
Even while I’m cryin’ inside (inside)

(Verse 4)

I know love ain’t just apologies (apologies)
You need consistency from me (from me)
Not just flowers after fights (after fights)
But a man who finally love you right (love you right)
And I’m workin’ on the demons in me (demons in me)
Tryna be who you believe I can be (can be)
‘Cause if I lose you over pride (over pride)
I’d lose the best thing in my life (my life)

(Chorus 4)

I just wanna love you right… (love you right)
Without the chaos in my mind (in my mind)
Without this anger in my soul… (in my soul)
That keeps on killin’ all our time (all our time)
I know I’m hard to understand… (understand)
But your love keep me alive (keep me alive)
And I’m sorry for the way I act… (way I act)
I’m just so mad inside… (mad inside)

Outro

Yeah…
I don’t wanna fight no more… (fight no more)
I just wanna love you… (love you)
Maybe one day I’ll figure myself out…
Before I lose you… (ooooh)