Deserving of Pain

Lyrics

I lay here in bed
Wondering why
I'm thinking in my head
All of the time.

Sometimes I wonder
If this is my last night,
I don't wanna be here
Is this fight or flight?

I deserve it all,
All of the pain
I deserve it all
I deserve everything

(Whoa-ho, yeah yeah)
(Whoa-ho, yeah yeah)

I've done great things
But they all get flooded
By all of my wrongs
Yeah they all get gutted

I hate myself
And how that I think
I wish I could clean it all
And rinse it in the sink

But thats not how it works
All the things I've done are done
I can't change the past
It can't be undone

I deserve it all
All of the pain
I deserve these scars
They shackle me like chains