the coldest weapon

Lyrics

Verse 1
I’m leaning hard against the glass, pushing breath against the pane
Waiting for a cloud to bloom, for a sign I’m not in vain.
But the surface stays a desert, not a single mist of gray—
It’s like the life inside of me has already slipped away.
I’m standing right in front of you, screaming without a sound,
But you’re looking through the space I fill, like I’m nowhere to be found.
Verse 2
How do you look into my eyes and see the wall behind my head?
How do you treat a living fire like the embers are already dead?
It’s the coldest kind of weapon, this way you choose to stare—
To see the shape of who I am and act like nothing’s there.
I thought I was a partner, I thought I was a friend,
But I didn’t know this silence was the way you’d make it end.
Chorus
The silence is a poison, and you’re pouring it slow,
Watching how much of "us" you can force me to let go.
You think being a ghost makes you powerful and free,
But you’re just becoming someone who doesn’t deserve to see me.
I’m right in front of you, but I’m fading from your sight,
And I’m done being the ghost in your kitchen light.
Verse 3
I’m a storm you tried to bottle, a fire you tried to douse,
Now I’m just a Goddess walking through a hollow house.
You can keep your quiet, you can keep your scripted games,
But don’t be surprised when I stop whispering your name.
I’m undeniable, I’m different, I’m a force you can’t contain,
And I won't spend another second pushing breath against the pane.
Outro
Loud and clear.
I’m still here.
But the space where you were... is finally empty.
The circle is closing.
Fade to black.