when

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when can I get my things back? im so tired of this back and forth bullshit. im so tired of myself not getting shit done. life shouldn't be this hard but it ain't that easy. you can tell by eyes life hasn't been easy on me. but im still kicking. and im not running away just. maybe just a slow calm walk is more my pace. it's not a race. I do not know how I got here. I don't know how to get out. seems like every time I catch a tiny break I do it to myself all over again. and its no one's fault but my own.. so what am I supposed to do when you realize youre ur own reason for your own mistakes . the only reason for life's problems . the only thing bringing yourself down is yourself. collide with ur self in the mirror and that mirror is life. I'd never even recognize myself if I never knew myself before. yet I just keep falling tripping and self sabotaging myself. should've just offed myself. everyone at some point tells me im annoying im no good. and ill never get anywhere. im the theif yet where's my shit shit now? im on the street . never did i think this is where I'd be. so many days so many night and too many mornings have I found myself alone just sitting in a whole fuckery of nothing yet too much of everything. disgusted with myself im gone. im done. for once the petty bullshit can move on to be something appreciated once im gone. but in ur mind we both know we all know ill never really be gone. for sure at least not in ur mind.