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Listen up....
I want to share a memory of mine.
For any body who needs to hear this.
Truth is...when one suffers so much pain, eventually they won't feel any.
and when murder is attempted
but you end up livi'n
Do the one thing that piece of shit never intended, heal yourself and just forgive them.

Forgetting never comes easy
even forgiveness I know can be a struggle ....whether it was you or them
let go.....what won't matter tomorrow

I can give chance after chance
in all hopes that all can see
that the lesson...that was to be learned
is we can rebuild.....
.......the bridges we have burned.

oooooohhhhhh Ooooooo oooooo

now days.... I let God judge
because that is his job,
not theirs, not your, not mine

even when some
show their ugly patterns
that repeat their havik of their habits
just keep in mind,
their true spirit is being masked by
a drug that binds them to a darkness
but don't give up
no matter what
even if you may feel
your faith is bleak
still pray... don't stop believing
and just push through
cause sometimes it's all you can do...

oooooohhhhhh Ooooooo ooohh Ooooooo

to love, is to have... patience.....
find the strength to see them through
even when it turns into a burden
that weighs heavy on you
keep the pace
keep your faith!
because time owns the day....
so let go of any sorrow
because here today...and...gone tomorrow

ohhhh ooohhhh ooooooooo oooooo

one night when driving home
coming at me was a set of lights
but had no time....
to react I was ran off the road
over a 90 foot cliff, air drift
then landing down a hill
where momentum picked up
record show speeds over 60
is how the Police measured this
in the high grass,
where I dove nose deep into trees
where the hard hit was heard from 5 miles away is what they said, but I wouldn't know because I was dead!!!!!!

oh no! ......oh no!!!! ohhhh ooohhhh!

my spirit maybe in a dream state
because I remember like yesterday
I was taken up in a swirl to the sky
at the speed of light
crazy and true I heard a voice that somehow I knew who..oh....you know too!
telling me to wake up!!!! Ooo ooo hhh!!!

i opened my eyes realizing I had died!!!
blood and bodily fluids I sat in when sent back to the wreckage
into my body where I knew I had to exit out from my truck in case it would blow up! but couldn't stand up
with a broken femur fractured compound
in shock... as I went in and... out
of consciousness ...but every time I'd wake, I would scream so loud that my voice,.... made sound waves that could be heard in....outer space.....

and in the middle of nowhere
left for dead I was scared
that I was never going to get to see
my baby boy again

cause I started to grow weak
my blood seaped, dropping my BP
from all the injuries
I was dying slowly

but I must have had
guardian angels fighting
for my life
because I was saved
taken by flight....
.........I was being given a second chance at this life ....

it may have taken me 3 years to walk again,
it was rough,
it was hard,
I held my breath with every step!
I had a long road still ahead.
my pill addiction worsened

lost my land, lost my home, and custody of my son.
but I didn't give up!!!

no! no.... no.....no....no...no!!!!!!

even if I was treated poorly
and didn't have anyone to support me
I still survived ....... and was
disliked by my own family, who I couldn't blame because I know I did the things they say

I called to apologize
every ......single....day!!!!!

And......to love! , is to have... patience!!!!.....
don't give up!!!..
find the strength to see them through
even when it turns into a burden that weighs heavy on you
keep the pace
keep your faith!
because time owns the day....
so let go of any sorrow

because here today...and...gone tomorrow

oooooohhhhhh Ooooooo ooohh Ooooooo ooohh

I beat my addiction in 2,012
and everyone of those years I fought like hell,... to win back custody of my son, he was 16 when I finally won.
I got back on my feet
because I don't give up so easily,
bought a couple acres and today, saving every penny to build a little home...
for me ...and my dog loke.
my son is grown..... he's now 22,
it was all hard on him too though regardless of the circumstance....
I raised him solo, raised him right, into a great man, taught him to respect and how to survive.........he who now has a great job, makes bank, top pay,
his future ahead looks so bright .... ohhh ooohhh how I am so proud of him......
for I have truly been blessed to have gotten this second chance... praise ......Jesus, .......hallelujah!!

oooooohhhhhh Ooooooo oooooo oooooohhh

though it took time
I had reep thy ruins
of my vines
that I entertwined
with no fruit to bare
but at least I'm still here!!!!

in the name I Praise ...,...Lord Jesus!!!!!!!!!

keep your faith!
because time owns the day....
so let go of any sorrow........here today....
.............but...........
gone tomorrow.

oooooohhhhhh Ooooooo ooohh ooooohhh