TOO MUCH LOVE

Lyrics

Intro
Yeah…
I know I feel too much…
But maybe that’s not a curse anymore.
Maybe… I can be happy too.
Verse 1
I wake up, take my meds,
Try to quiet down my head.
Some days dark, some days bright,
Still I'm learning how to fight.
I want love, I want someone,
Someone who won't fucking run.
When I love, I give my soul,
Every piece, I lose control.
I know I can be hard to hold,
My heart burns way too cold.
One minute I'm afraid you'll leave,
Next I'm begging you to believe.
Pre-Chorus
I feel too much, I love too deep,
My demons follow when I sleep.
But every day I’m finding out,
I’m more than all my fucking doubts.
Chorus
I LOVE TOO MUCH — THAT'S WHO I AM!
I BREAK, I HEAL, I STAND AGAIN!
I WANT YOUR HEART, I WANT YOUR TOUCH,
MAYBE I WASN'T WRONG FOR LOVING TOO MUCH!
I TAKE MY MEDS, I FACE THE NIGHT,
I'M LEARNING HOW TO SEE THE LIGHT!
I USED TO THINK I'D NEVER BE ENOUGH,
NOW I KNOW…
I CAN BE HAPPY TOO.
Verse 2
Sometimes I dream about a girl,
Someone who could change my world.
Someone who can see beneath
All the scars I try to keep.
I don't need someone to save me,
I just need someone who won't hate me.
Someone who can understand
Why sometimes I don't understand.
My emotions hit like thunder,
Pull me down and drag me under.
But I'm breathing, I'm still here,
And I'm getting stronger every year.
Pre-Chorus
I feel too much, I lose control,
But I'm still fighting for my soul.
The past can scream, the past can hurt,
But I don't have to live in dirt.
Chorus
I LOVE TOO MUCH — THAT'S WHO I AM!
I BREAK, I HEAL, I STAND AGAIN!
I WANT YOUR HEART, I WANT YOUR TOUCH,
MAYBE I WASN'T WRONG FOR LOVING TOO MUCH!
I TAKE MY MEDS, I FACE THE NIGHT,
I'M LEARNING HOW TO SEE THE LIGHT!
I USED TO THINK I'D NEVER BE ENOUGH,
NOW I KNOW…
I CAN BE HAPPY TOO.
Phonk-Drill Break
Too much love — too much pain,
Too much fire inside my veins.
Fall down — get up,
Heart cracked — still enough.
No more running from my mind,
No more leaving me behind.
I got scars, I got flaws,
But I'm still worth fucking love.
Bridge
Maybe someday I'll find her,
Maybe someday she'll find me.
Maybe I don't need to chase it,
Maybe love will come naturally.
And if I spend some nights alone,
That doesn't mean I'm on my own.
I'm learning how to love myself,
Without needing somebody else.
Final Chorus
I LOVE TOO MUCH — AND I'M STILL HERE!
I FEEL THE PAIN, I FACE THE FEAR!
I WANT TO LOVE, I WANT TO TRUST,
AND I'M NOT ASHAMED OF LOVING TOO MUCH!
I TAKE MY MEDS, I CHOOSE THE LIGHT,
I KEEP ON MOVING THROUGH THE NIGHT!
I USED TO THINK MY HEART WAS BROKEN,
NOW I KNOW…
MY HEART IS OPEN.
I CAN BE LOVED.
I CAN LOVE.
I CAN HEAL.
I CAN LIVE.
AND MAYBE FOR THE FIRST TIME…
I CAN BE HAPPY TOO.
Outro
Yeah…
Too much love.
Too much feeling.
But maybe…
I was never too much.
Maybe I was just
waiting for someone who could understand.
And until then…
I got me.