I wrote this for u

Lyrics

Damn... I never thought you'd rip my heart into a million pieces,
Turn the light inside me dark, now every night's the deepest.
Kathryna, why won't you come back and save me?
You promised me forever—now I'm praying God can change me.
"Forever and always," that's what we used to say,
Now those words echo louder every single day.
You get mad 'cause I'm depressed and all I do is sleep,
But I'm dying on the inside where nobody can see.
Watching you through a video screen, helpless every night,
Wanting to hold your hand but you're fading from my sight.
I'm sorry if you hate me, but five years disappeared,
Like everything we built just vanished with the tears.
I told you that I loved you, and I meant every word,
Every promise, every dream, every prayer you ever heard.
You said you lost your phone, so I waited day by day,
Holding on to hope... but hope just slipped away.
I even asked your papa for your hand one day,
He smiled with so much pride—I can still see his face.
Now you can tell him that you left without goodbye...
And I'm still here writing this, wondering why.(Verse 2)

They keep telling you I never loved you, that's the story that they sell,
Like they know every chapter when they never knew us well.
Maybe they just see love different than the way that I do,
Maybe forever's just a word... but I believed it with you.

They wanted me to change, become a man without a soul,
Love with one foot out the door, never giving someone all.
But I could never live that life, I was built another way,
If I say "forever," then forever's where I'll stay.

I'm the kind of man that'll stand at the gates of hell,
Look the devil in the eyes and say, "Your kingdom's 'bout to fail."
'Cause my faith was forged in heartbreak from the first time I was torn,
Every scar became a lesson, every wound became a war.

Then you took the heart I carried and broke it into dust,
Still I couldn't learn to hate you, still I couldn't kill the trust.
If loving you's the sentence, then I'll wear these heavy chains...
'Cause I'd rather die with honor than let bitterness remain.