Rock Bottom

Lyrics

looking back on the choices I have made in my past and the life I was leading
so feeding myself with poison thinking that poison was my only true friend being blinded by my own choices to keep feeding myself the poison that was leading me to my own demise that seemed so fun in the beginning not being capable to see how incapable I was getting
to make conscious desistions being blinded by the poison I constantly Chased for the poison I was killing myself with each and every day suddenly finding myself surrounded by a smaller circular of family and friends because of the things I have sed and dune to myself and others one bad choice after another marching to the next stage of my addictionwas no longer fun chasing that glass for my next hit just to feel numb from the pain and the shame of I carried throwing myself into psychosis isolating myself from a life I forgot that was worth living becoming severely depressed constantly fighting with the voices in my head hearing them constantly wish me dead thinking that my only way out of the hell I created for myself was to end my life becoming suicidal too many feel the temps waking up in a hospital bed if you can relate and you are sick of the chase there is another option of ending this Insanity of addiction it's not easy or fast but it's recovery