T0B1N
Lyrics
I wake up with the weight again, feels like it's glued to my chest
Every step feels forced, like I’m losing time, losing breath
Keep quiet, just nod
Fake a smile when they ask
It’s always something, one more flaw
Stacked up on every broken task
Try to shake it, but it stays
Like dirt under my nails
You ask what I’ve done lately
Just another way to say I failed
Day by day, I drag this weight
Told I break everything I touch
You know how easy it gets to hate
When coming up short is never enough yea
Why do you make me feel
Lower than the dirt in my shoes?
Another punch, another wound
What else can I lose?
When your words crash down, nothing's left
Just a shell that barely stands
If I break, is that what you expect?
Do you even give a damn?
Worthless, worthless, ringin’ in my head
(Worthless, worthless, I hear what you said)
Same lines replayed, echo in my bed
Rap
Look—
Every sentence, a nail in the boards I’m trapped in
You don’t even care what I’m battling, just stackin' complaints like tally marks
Tryna patch up leaks in a boat as it’s sinking, missing parts
You talk about grit, but I’m gnashing my teeth in the dark
Trying not to lose what little I’ve got
But you see only what I’m not
My arms get sore, holding up my own pride
When’s the last time you asked if I’m all right?
Tougher skin, numb nerves
Say I’m weak, maybe I deserve
But if you could walk a day in this storm
You wouldn’t last a mile, couldn’t face this form
The voices outside match the ones in my mind
Can’t tune them out, it’s static all the time
But I grit my teeth and push through the scorn
Tired of trying to prove I belong
Gasp for air, can't breathe
Hope you see what you’ve done to me
I won’t ask for relief
But you turn your back so easily
Why do you make me feel
Lower than the dirt in my shoes?
Another punch, another wound
What else can I lose?
When your words crash down, nothing's left
Just a shell that barely stands
If I break, is that what you expect?
Do you even give a damn?
Worthless, worthless, ringin’ in my head
(Worthless, worthless, I hear what you said)
Same lines replayed, echo in my bed
If I disappear, would you even see?
Or just move on—like it's easy