Torn

Lyrics

[Intro - distant reverb screams, haunting piano chords fading into heavy distortion]

You think a sorry fixes the hole you carved in my chest?

[Verse 1 - brooding clean vocals over trap 808 bass and sparse guitar picks, building tension with emo rap flow]
I'm not sure if you know just how much you fuckin' hurt me
Glad you're gettin' help now, but what about me?
When does my healing start? After all we've been through
One word from your lips, like it's supposed to undo

[Pre-Chorus - rising distortion guitars, aggressive whispered ad-libs, snare rolls intensifying]
You expect "sorry" to patch it up, like it's that easy
Do you even know what you're sorry for? You crazy
Knew my scars from before, still swung like a blade
Carved me open, left me bleeding in the shade

[Chorus - explosive screamo screams, full band crash with pounding drums, sidechained 808s, anthemic gang vocals]
You used me like a punchin' bag, disposable trash
Dumped all your pain, made me feel like the ash
I dealt with it alone, you cut off my air
Fuck your half-assed sorry, I don't fuckin' care!
(Whoa-oh-oh, tear me apart!) Healing? Nah, it's war
(Whoa-oh-oh, big shot no more!) What the hell you fightin' for?

[Verse 2 - raw emo rap delivery with gritty distortion, trap hi-hats skittering, low growls layering in]
Worst of all, I had no one, you isolated my soul
Couldn't talk to you, God forbid you lose control
Saw my flaws first, tore in before I breathed
Made me worse every day, while you played relieved
Do you realize how fucked up you were? How deep the cut?
Thought you'd big shot it out, left me in the gut

[Pre-Chorus - heavier riffage, vocal fry screams creeping in, synth swells for dark tension]
Expect me to forgive? Stay and fight this hell?
Or waste my time on you, ringin' my own death knell?
I don't know what you want, don't know what I feel
But this hole in my chest? It's never gonna heal

[Chorus - massive screamo eruption, double-time drums, crowd-chant backing screams, crushing guitar walls]
You used me like a punchin' bag, disposable trash
Dumped all your pain, made me feel like the ash
I dealt with it alone, you cut off my air
Fuck your half-assed sorry, I don't fuckin' care!
(Whoa-oh-oh, tear me apart!) Healing? Nah, it's war
(Whoa-oh-oh, big shot no more!) What the hell you fightin' for?

[Bridge - stripped breakdown to piano and clean fragile vocals, building to feral screams, feedback swells]
Do I stay and forgive? Or walk into the light?
Find someone who gives a shit, ends this endless night?
You broke me wide open, left me to rot alone
Your "sorry" means shit when my heart's turned to stone

[Outro - fading chaotic screams into echoing reverb, slowing 808s and dying guitar feedback, final whisper-scream]
What about me? When does my war end?
Fuck your sorry... I'm done pretendin'