MY FUN SONG
by Charlee
Lyrics
La....la....la....loddie doddie dawh....la.....la.....la....la....
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In a dream state of mind
Even when my eyes are opened wide
I won't speak on what I see
What I hear... I dare... not try
To explain,.....cause...
Most wouldn't.......believe me any way......much less comprehend....or try to understand....
My mother had it too...
She could predict what would happen before you knew....
And all of my life....
I've had this too ...
When the docs tried to retain me
Wrote me off
as a crazy
But all I had to do is tell them
One thing.....
That no one else would know
And they had no choice but to let me go ...
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All of my life ....I have tried
To ignore what this is....cause
its been..... more of a curse
than it has a gift
And since I did this
Trouble has followed me since
Cause what some don't know...
What my truth is....
I refuse to give in
to my..... damnation.....
I just wanted to one day have a normal life....
Cause my mom knew that I was the same too and for 18 years she kept me inside....
The only ones who knew I did exist
Was only family and some close knitted friends....
And now I....
finally understand why....
Even I scare myself sometimes....
...Boo, haha.....
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All of my life
I have tried
To ignore
what this is....cause
its been..... more of a curse
than it has a gift
And since I did this
Trouble has followed me since
Cause what some don't know...
What my truth is....
I refuse to give in
to my..... damnation.....
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Some Docs who meddle in
scientific analytics
gave my diagnostics
of some kind of fancy compound combining vowels
with definitions,
so they could give it's proper recognition,
labeling me a schizophrenic,
a manic depressant,
second degree bipolar,
with anxiety disorder,
but what I laughed at the most was,..... Psycho.
But the reason behind that one... diagnosesis...was that my..I Q was ferocious as she and he and another one had said that I knew what would put a bounty on my head.
testing proved from what they put me through And the only mental illness name I claimed is the PTSD cause I just want some type of normalcy.....
out of the rest of one could pick, it fits me best. Maybe I'm not right or maybe I am....or maybe it is all of them.
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Cause All of my life
I have tried....To ignore
what this is....cause
its been...more of a curse
than it has a gift
And since I did this
Trouble has followed me ever since
Cause what some don't know...
What the truth is....
That I refuse....
to give in to my..... damnation..............
I decided to live by my rule of thumb, and let my genius out
just to play dumb and mess around with these clowns,
who like push'n me around.
But to beat em......
I had to join em...... and so....oh.....
I dropped my meds, and fed my intuition and one by one clock'n
clowns by X'n them out just like I did...the postman,
Who grim in an instant when I drew a dot on him I thought the dot looked better than some stripe marks....I ain't no target for in your pocket, Just another game I didn't sign up to play but if my musk conquer this matrix too
Then let's just keep these keywords between me and you.
And so I got to the point I stopped going to the psychs the docs, the hosp...just chill'n
Back in my old room...
Oh....I guess,
Mother knew best....cause
Most wouldn't believe it
What my eyes can see an....
Or what my ears can hear....
And even if I speak it....
They'd be in disbelief an...
Cause key is,
.... seeing.......is believing...
Lotta...lotta...daughdaugh, daugh .....la la la la la la la la.....
Lotta...lotta...daughdaugh...daugh
la la lalala........la...la...la
....la....la.....lalalala ......la
Haha.....this is my fun song... Yeah.........so maybe I'm a little Koo koo from puff'n coco haha but what's your excuse, haha! ........
La...la...la...la...la...la...la..