Not All In My Head

Lyrics

Verse 1
I keep my phone face down
Just me and the hard white walls
Reading my own heartbeat
Like it might answer calls
One minute I'm so sure
Next minute I'm not
I hold my own pieces
And I count what I got

Pre-Chorus
Is this my mind
Or is it true?
I keep asking
What else can I do?
That bad feeling
Keeps its shape
I turn it over
It won't break

Chorus
Not in my head
Not all in my head
I feel it again
I feel it again
If it's real, then it's real
If it's fear, let it pass
Not in my head
Not in my head

Verse 2
No one to text back to
No one to tell me stay
So I sit with the fallout
And I name the day
I know I can be certain
Then I can lose the thread
I hate that I doubt me
But I hear what I said

Pre-Chorus
Is this my mind
Or is it you?
I keep asking
What else can I do?
That bad feeling
Stays too long
I need a hand
To know I'm wrong

Chorus
Not in my head
Not all in my head
I feel it again
I feel it again
If it's real, then it's real
If it's fear, let it pass
Not in my head
Not in my head

Bridge
Maybe I won't know tonight
Maybe that has to be enough
I can hold the shaking
I can live inside the rough
If the truth is hidden
I'm still here, I'm still here
Taking one more breath
Through the static of my fear

Final Chorus
Not in my head
Not all in my head
I feel it again
I feel it again
If it's real, then it's real
If it's fear, let it pass
Not in my head
Not in my head