beauty

Lyrics

I miss you today I'll miss you even more tomorrow even on the good days my heart is full of sorrow i look for you in moonlight and see you in the stars in hopes that we'll one day be reunited never again to be apart i missed you today but well I miss you all the time I know that I was lucky to ever call you mine I look for you in the sunsets I feel you in my skin and on the days I'm full of doubt I hear your voice within I miss you today I miss you forever more but I know I have the most beautiful guardian angel watching over me but I'm more than sure. I don't miss sleep the way I used to I miss you beside me even more than anything because it was never really about resting it was about feeling you there breathing beside me making everything feel okay without saying a word now the nights are quiet but they don't feel peaceful anymore Justin empty and full of you at the same time. Stay an hour in my heart a minute in my mind and a second in my soul then you'll understand how deeply I miss you cuz every part of me feels your absence even when I try to act like I'm okay. When I say you're handsome I just don't mean what the world sees I'm in your heart your softness the way you lost a purely I wish you could see yourself the way I see you the way your eyes linger a lot longer the way my heart forgets it's rhymes every time I find you so next time you speak about beauty don't forget to say your name too. Losing you wasn't just goodbye it was losing all the tomorrows we never got the plan we never lived the days we never woke up to the future we kept talking about like he was already ours now it all feels empty not because it didn't happen because it never had the chance to. You don't know how strong you are until you are pushed beyond what you thought you could handle and still emerge on the other side with more bravery Grace and determination then you realize you had.