Fuck my Life 😶

Lyrics

[Intro - hazy synth pads, echoing ghost whispers, low 808 rumble, vulnerable spoken-word vocals fading into melody]

Yeah, it's me again... the immortal fuck-up in monster town
Bestie’s a ghost who thinks she’s alive, keeps me sane somehow

[Verse 1 - moody electric guitar riff, trap hi-hats ticking slow, breathy R&B vocals with emo crackle]

Woke up in a town full of fangs and claws, they all look just like me
But they don’t know I’m the real freak, immortal bitch who won’t OD
Can’t die, but they keep tryin’, slit my throat for the lolz and grins
Frustratin’ as fuck, blood on my shirt, back to life with a spin

[Pre-Chorus - building distortion on guitars, soulful ad-libs stacking tension, sidechained kick pulse]

Accidentally raised a psycho vamp alpha, first day he drops bodies like confetti
“Gift for you, baby,” he grins with guts on his teeth, straight terror bonafide
Now he wants my pussy as bait, lure in werewolf, Van Helsing, some deviant prick
Reunite his old crew—dude, my life’s a goddamn horror flick

[Chorus - explosive full band crash, heavy rock distortion guitars, anthemic hip-hop flow over soulful hooks, screamed ad-libs]

What’s it like bein’ the monster they don’t see? (Fuckin’ lonely!)
Girl who can’t die but they swingin’ for me? (Frustratin’ hell!)
Pawn on the board, alphas knockin’ me ‘round, gullible slut in the mix
Dark humor in the grave I dodge daily—bitch, this immortality’s a fix! (Yeah, a fix!)

[Verse 2 - glitchy vocal chops, dark piano stabs, sparse 808 bass slides, emo-rap delivery with rock edge]

Life was simple blowin’ myself up, potions mixin’ with shampoo bombs
Now vampires slashin’, alphas starin’, doin’ dumb shit ‘cause I’m too goddamn gullible
They call me the fool, naive pawn in their ancient chess war
Throat slit twice this week, still breathin’—what the fuck am I here for?

[Pre-Chorus - intensified layers, warped ghost echoes, rising synths and snare rolls, husky soul belts]

Delusional ghost my only ride-or-die, she don’t judge my mess
While vamps plot my box as intermission bait, vagina’s the distress
Questionin’ choices in this freakshow town, secrets locked in every crypt
No one spills the tea, just like me—lonely immortal misfit

[Chorus - massive drop with distorted rock guitars shredding, R&B runs over hip-hop bounce, crowd-chant backups]

What’s it like bein’ the monster they don’t see? (Fuckin’ lonely!)
Girl who can’t die but they swingin’ for me? (Frustratin’ hell!)
Pawn on the board, alphas knockin’ me ‘round, gullible slut in the mix
Dark humor in the grave I dodge daily—bitch, this immortality’s a fix! (Ha, what a trip!)

[Bridge - stripped-back acoustic strums turning to eerie piano solo, raw emo confessionals, building to trap breakdown]

I’d rather vibe with my ghost bitch than this alpha apocalypse
Pussy ain’t a trap for your reunion tour, take your psychotic kiss
Town full of monsters blind to mine, I’m the punchline they miss
Gullible? Maybe. But I’m still standin’—fuck your abyss

[Outro - fading reverb-drenched vocals, ghostly harmonies dissolving into wind howls and distant 808 thumps]

Yeah... just me and my ghost, dodgin’ blades in the fog
Immortal joke’s on them—bitch, I’m the real goddamn hog
(Lonely... frustratin’... terrifying... ha, what a life...)